Feel This Pain

[00:08.09] Oh, I'm trying to tell me to
[00:13.24] I go down these roads I won't tell you where I'm going no no no
[00:19.99] Oh I'm trying to tell me to
[00:23.64] I go down these roads I won't tell you where I'm going, no no no
[00:28.99] Oh
[00:30.71] I let 'em see what's on the surface but nothing more
[00:33.76] Cuz I ain't trying to pick my heart up off the fucking floor
[00:36.35] I'm sitting lonely my people know me but do they care
[00:39.06] Without this music I swear to God I'd be fucking dead
[00:41.63] Oh now you pay attention, oh now you're so concerned
[00:44.36] Oh now you want to say condolences well save your words
[00:47.23] Because I'll be fine with my rhymes and insecurities
[00:49.32] I've always been a fuck up I've always missed opportunities
[00:52.24] I guess I'm used it losing I'm so accustomed to
[00:55.11] I open up to perfect strangers more than I do you
[00:57.60] You say you love me you claim it but I don't think you do
[01:00.42] Because if you love someone you wouldn't do this shit you do
[01:03.13] I'm feeling pain it's so cold in my vein
[01:05.44] And I pray to God I make it out without going insane
[01:08.20] If you look in my eyes you'll see to the skies
[01:10.78] I'm trying to hide away my feelings before I find my demise
[01:13.48] C'mon
[01:14.45] Oh, I'm trying to tell me to
[01:18.10] I go down these roads I won't tell you where I'm going no no no
[01:25.03] Oh I'm trying to tell me to
[01:28.75] I go down these roads I won't tell you where I'm going, no no no
[01:34.06] Oh
[01:35.69] I sit alone in my room with a fucking pen and a pad
[01:38.09] Trying to figure out if I'm more like my mom or dad
[01:40.71] And I guess I'm neither of them because either way I'm a fucking mess
[01:43.69] And made it look so easy but never prepared me for the stress
[01:46.56] And as I buckle my boots I'm overcome with shame
[01:49.14] For all the bullshit that I did that hurt my father's name
[01:51.89] If I could take it back I would but I could never change
[01:54.19] Either way I'm stuck with it and I'm the one to blame, fuck
[01:57.13] I open up and in that moment man I'm all alone
[01:59.71] Trying to find my purpose in verses to maybe bring me home
[02:02.67] I'm fully vested in my hunger and pain
[02:04.80] That I don't know no fucking different to take it away, ahh
[02:07.98] I'm supposed to set an example that there's a better way
[02:10.40] But how the fuck am I supposed to do that with no greater shame
[02:13.25] It ain't a game but either way we play to say
[02:15.31] We change the way we deal with pain and hate
[02:17.41] The way they say we change
[02:18.99] Oh, I'm trying to tell me to
[02:23.72] I go down these roads I won't tell you where I'm going no no no
[02:29.33] Oh I'm trying to tell me to
[02:33.20] I go down these roads I won't tell you where I'm going, no no no
[02:39.03] Oh
[02:40.66] Oh I'm trying to tell me to
[02:44.10] I go down these roads I won't tell you where I'm going, no no no
[02:51.13] Oh I'm trying to tell me to
[02:55.32] I go down these roads I won't tell you where I'm going, no no no
[03:00.16] Oh
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