Disarray

Am I running out of tears of joy?
Eulogy for a sunset cowboy
Fallen in the lap of luxury
Back of the crown jewelry
There's a weight to the wind, I swear
Like thieves in the midnight air
I need to catch my breath running down highways

It's like violence in my head
When we're letting go of memories
To the silence in my head
Let's embrace the disarray

It's hard keeping secrets you don't like
I'm sober now, remember everything from last night
But I'm still just a
Distracted magazine flicker
A passion dependent bread-winner
A smoke break babysitter
A bench clearing home run hitter

It's like violence in my head
When we're letting go of memories
To the silence in my head
Let's embrace the disarray
Let's embrace the disarray
Let's embrace the disarray
Let's embrace the disarray
Let's embrace the disarray