We Spilled the Water

So, this is it the curtain drops there's no ovations and applause
Only silence deafening and still
Now who had thought the final act
Could be so close to our end and is the sign of our mass extinction
Should have told, so long before
Should have seen the possible outcome
Now it's too late we spell the water
The things we did, just cannot be undone

Sorry for not being there when you needed my hand
I've been busy with fishing the windmills
And sorting some drawers and shelves
In my head for intangible sake of the better tomorrow
I am not a gift I understand
And sometimes things get easily out of my hand
And spiderweb is covering the surface of the glass
And there is no change

Should have told so long before
Should have seen the possible outcome
It's too late we spell the water
Things we did just cannot be undone

Cause you're my reason to live
To die, to fight, staying alive and to smile
In the face of the troubles of different kind
Keep asking myself the question why

Those demons in my head are taking control over time
The deadlines and schedules are slipping away
Out of sight and out of mind
I feel stuck in life changing decisions
I have let you down, I understand.
But this time things got terribly out of my hand
And that is something that I'm not able to control
And it wont change

Should have told so long before
Should have seen the possible outcome
It's too late we spell the water
Things we did just cannot be undone

Cause you're my reason to live
To die, to fight, staying alive and to smile
In the face of the troubles of different kind
Keep asking myself the question why

Cause you're my reason to live