Real Life Fantasy

[00:00.77] Real life, real life fantasy
[00:03.89] Fantasy, real life, real life fantasy
[00:10.08] I'm a rock star, Rick James, Mick Jagger
[00:13.42] Bright lights, big stages, bad habits
[00:15.92] Get high, go to prison and evade taxes
[00:19.28] This is not what I envisioned when I started rapping
[00:21.98] Fuck the mansions, the Phantoms, the suites, the cabanas
[00:24.80] Because none of that matters when the mirror shatters
[00:27.80] All I see is pieces of me scattered
[00:30.66] Is it a miracle or is it madness?
[00:33.33] Because when I puts it all together
[00:35.36] It reflects this and this is me
[00:37.42] About as close as you gonna get to insanity
[00:40.25] Or genius, my real life fantasy
[00:44.45] Is this my life or am I dreaming?
[00:49.48] I can't lie, I don't believe it
[00:55.27] I, I don't believe it
[01:04.76] I, I is this my life
[01:17.07] The talk of the fantasies, the more twisted the memories
[01:20.26] I never thought Gotti would leave the game like D R E
[01:22.92] Never thought 'Shanti would ever stop reppin' the team
[01:25.81] And how the, the fuck is Lloyd hooking up with the enemies?
[01:28.65] If this was '03 I would have told you
[01:31.54] You was crazy if you told me this is what it would be
[01:33.68] I miss Vita, Caddi, Black Child, Charlie
[01:36.65] I thought we were tighter then the Marleys family
[01:39.29] But I guess you can't be in an industry
[01:42.52] That breeds nothing but envy
[01:44.88] Jealousy, please nobody be friend me
[01:47.03] In my real life fantasy
[01:50.78] Is this my life or am I dreaming?
[01:55.65] I can't lie I don't believe it
[02:00.93] I, I don't believe it
[02:10.77] I, I is this my life
[02:12.87] I'm fantasizing about dreaming 'bout a nightmare
[02:14.75] How weird is this, it seems like somebody just lost their grip on
[02:17.86] (Real life)
[02:19.46] Fantasy, fantasy, fantasy, fantasy
[02:23.75] I'm on more than they're on, cocaine or methadone
[02:26.26] I'm on this money, these bitches, the upper echelon
[02:29.02] I'm on one, reality's on one
[02:32.79] It's a thin line, here's to Christian
[02:45.23] Is this my life or am I dreaming?
[02:51.15] I can't lie I don't believe it
[02:56.84] I, I don't believe it
[03:05.28] I, I is this my life
[03:07.93] Is this my life or am I dreaming?
[03:12.72] I can't lie I don't believe it
[03:18.64] I, I don't believe it
[03:23.60] I, I is this my life
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