ADULT GIRL

[00:11.83] I can let go of the flower, now my power has returned
[00:18.04] I can look back at the past, now I see what I have learned
[00:24.29] Try my best to act my age, but the child won't behave
[00:30.24] She wants to scream and cry and rage, and who am I to dig her grave?
[00:37.11] The teenage years I never lived
[00:40.62] The innocence of high school kids
[00:43.74] Young romance and endless nights
[00:46.69] Of carefree joy and pure delight
[00:50.18] Didn't grow up in a normal world
[00:53.16] And now I'm just an adult girl
[01:01.89] Now I'm too old to die young, but at least I had some fun
[01:08.04] Spent my twenties on the run drеaming of suicide and love
[01:14.27] Think I'm stuck somewhеre between childhood and va-va-voom
[01:20.36] Always cycling in between existential dread and doom
[01:27.56] Messy, numb, razors and knives
[01:30.44] Missed arteries and blacked out nights
[01:33.66] Kittens, mittens, plushie toys
[01:36.75] Bows and hearts and sullen boys
[01:40.01] Robbed me of a teenage world
[01:43.27] Now I'm just an adult girl
[01:51.47] An adult girl
[01:57.71] Someone, tell me how to heal the terror livin' inside me
[02:04.18] I don't even know what's real, I just know I wanna be free
[02:11.15] All the things I lost and loved
[02:14.01] Swept them underneath the rug
[02:17.44] Like a child, I wait and hope
[02:20.01] You might repair the things you broke
[02:23.67] Now I understand the world
[02:26.60] Of adult boys 'cause I'm an adult girl
[02:35.99] I'm an oyster without a pearl
[02:39.19] But that's just how it is for an adult girl
[02:47.52] An adult girl
[02:53.94] Adult girl
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