The farm

It's been a long day driving
It's been a hard couple years
And I left, I left myself blinded
From all of the tears
Now the haunt comes grinding
And it's mashed up all the gears
And I see, I see myself siding
With my cynical fears
So we could keep on trying
Or we could sell the farm
Just buy me out
Buy me out
"We wanna see you smiling"
Said my mother on the hill
But the distance keeps widening
Between what I let myself say and what I feel
And my sister said, "It's alright
You can stay with me
If you need a place to calm down
'Til you get back on your feet"
So we can give up trying
And you can keep the farm
Just buy me out
Buy me out
Oh, whoa
I'm out of your way
Oh, whoa
And part of me stays
Oh, whoa
I got off the train
Oh, whoa
And everything's strange
Oh, from the outside