Comply

Outside my window all had bloomed
Tangled together
On that springtime afternoon
Hope you remember
Now if I stay up in my room
I'll stay forever
I can't wake up next to you
Not now or ever
I never want to have to rely on you
Never want to have to lie to you
Never want to have to defy
Don't wanna comply
Pour water in the vase
Sip on my coffee
I can't seem to fill this space
I trudge like a zombie
I was told that I'd be safe
Next to a body
I need to learn how to be brave
And for that I'm sorry
I never want to have to rely on you
Never want to have to lie to you
Never want to have to defy
Don't wanna comply
For you