Champagne

[00:14.62] Champagne in the kitchen not because I bought it but because
[00:17.80] I'm crashing an apartment and somebody left it open
[00:21.49] So I poured it in a cup, drank it up
[00:24.96] I got the devil in my head but angels swimming in my blood
[00:28.46] Plus the conscience of my dead dad
[00:30.94] Plus my living mama plus my other father who raised me not to be sad
[00:35.71] And my brother who says that he worries about me from my songs
[00:39.27] And my sister who's been living like a saint for so damn long
[00:42.71] While I've been fucking sinning til the lights come up and mics catch us saying shit that we never really meant
[00:46.92] Crew wears all black stuff but we all act like we're so different
[00:49.94] But everybody bleeds right?
[00:51.74] Everybody's waiting for the phone to ring
[00:53.51] Yeah everybody seems fine
[00:55.45] But everybody's got pieces missing
[00:57.58] At minimum I'd like a little medicine to make me feel like everything
[00:59.73] Diminishing the venom that been harshing all my mellows I'm continuing to fight against the sentiment that make me want to die
[01:04.57] In a world full of uptight gentlemen I wanna find a boy smelling like sweet cinnamon to quote some Tennyson while we take Benadryl to make my head a bit extra light
[01:11.85] I feel it, I want it
[01:13.29] I need it, I love it
[01:15.23] I'm looking for something
[01:17.26] To make me feel nothing
[01:18.97] I feel it, I want it
[01:20.65] I need it, I love it
[01:22.46] I'm looking for something
[01:24.20] To make me feel nothing
[01:26.27] Driving through the bay, pray for understanding
[01:27.83] I'll be silent for a day, wait until I vanish and I'm fighting for a break, vacant kind of passion
[01:31.50] Never really can account for all the ways in which I've acted
[01:33.47] Tried to call my daddy but he's been gone a decade so I'm drinking like an addict til I'm fucking with a headache
[01:36.85] Happiness sporadic so I'm crying on a Wednesday
[01:38.52] Not trying to be combative but I'm dealing with some dead weight
[01:40.70] Verbalize the hurt inside make me wanna burn alive
[01:43.95] My heart was never broken it was circumcised
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