Hard Enough

[00:12.14] Deep down I feel like a monster
[00:14.64] Why won't you help me
[00:16.50] Cuz it hard enough for me
[00:19.28] In my head, in my thoughts, in words
[00:23.25] And I don't get to see you so often
[00:26.10] And I feel so cold
[00:28.44] Because it's hard enough for me
[00:30.58] In my head, in my thoughts, in words
[00:34.81] Unconditional
[00:37.56] Feeling so miserable
[00:40.75] Teach me the ways to your heart, the ways
[00:43.16] To your mind, quit wasting my time
[00:45.83] It's a miracle
[00:48.85] All the lies that I've through
[00:52.83] You were too busy, breaking my heart
[00:54.23] Infecting my mind, I'm chasing my soul
[00:57.15] All the times that I had to say amen
[01:00.71] I was cold and you still left me aimless
[01:03.11] On the scene I was afraid to talk
[01:08.62] I was keeping all the words in my head
[01:09.33] And it filled my heart full of hatred
[01:11.53] Now I think about the time that wasted
[01:14.60] No light on my skin cuz
[01:18.39] I see is visions, yeah, they got me blinded
[01:19.98] Do you ever get this feeling in chest
[01:22.05] Like trying hard to breathe
[01:23.90] But you ain't got nothing left
[01:24.94] Now you're crying in your shower
[01:26.64] And you thinking bout your ex
[01:27.97] Feeling pushed against the wall
[01:29.60] And life has got you by the neck
[01:30.99] Like you ain't fitting in this place
[01:33.60] And cuz you got broken buy a text
[01:34.19] And you feel a disgrace
[01:34.97] Because your life is such a mess
[01:36.05] But trust me time will heal you
[01:37.99] You are nothing less than blessed
[01:39.09] You just gotta stand up from this test
[01:42.53] Deep down I feel like a monster
[01:45.50] Why won't you help me
[01:46.97] Cuz it hard enough for me
[01:49.89] In my head, in my thoughts, in words
[01:53.98] And I don't get to see you so often
[01:56.69] And I feel so cold
[01:58.74] Because it's hard enough for me
[02:01.71] In my head, in my thoughts, in words
[02:04.72] I miss the times when we'd would go out and play
[02:07.80] I miss the times when we didn't care bout the fakes
[02:10.72] The memories yeah, I got them engraved in my brain
[02:14.32] Telling me why, its not be the same
[02:16.21] No matter how many phone calls we make
[02:19.53] The fact is that things will never be saved
[02:23.65] Let's just put a pause on life, let's start walking by
[02:25.51] Before I end up in my grave
[02:28.32] Falling behind, can't reach to me
[02:30.73] And I'm tryna find the piece to peace
[02:33.85] Caught me looking at you like na na na
[02:36.23] You got me magical like ta da da
[02:39.47] And you're not an enemy to me
[02:41.90] I just miss the friends we used to be
[02:44.99] Maybe I'm just dreaming to much
[02:48.45] Maybe I'm just seeing too much
[02:50.09] Tasting life, I'm feeling so priceless
[02:53.10] Will my life end at the end of a rifle
[02:55.86] As the time bends I'mma spend all the right words
[02:58.65] On the right ones
[03:00.75] Tell me what is my life worth?
[03:01.54] When I think about you, I think of pretty flowers
[03:04.24] And every time that we kiss, yeah you gimme power
[03:07.28] Even though it's hard enough
[03:09.44] You still push me through but you know that I
[03:12.41] Deep down I feel like a monster
[03:15.97] Why won't you help me
[03:17.63] Cuz it hard enough for me
[03:20.02] In my head, in my thoughts, in words
[03:25.15] And I don't get to see you so often
[03:27.07] And I feel so cold
[03:28.68] Because it's hard enough for me
[03:31.39] In my head, in my thoughts, in words
[03:36.08] Deep down I feel like a monster
[03:39.23] Why won't you help me
[03:40.13] Cuz it hard enough for me
[03:42.88] In my head, in my thoughts, in words
[03:46.89] And I don't get to see you so often
[03:49.60] And I feel so cold
[03:51.00] Because it's hard enough for me
[03:54.37] In my head, in my thoughts, in words
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