The Pain

[00:01.54] I feel so blue, and I feel heart broken
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[00:12.30] What am I living for, my baby
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[00:32.07] Yeah yeah, come on baby, baby
[00:41.06] Yeah yeah, come on baby, baby
[00:46.17] Got one shot, that's all it is
[00:48.67] It's just a taste of where I bust it, babe (yeah yeah, come on baby, baby)
[00:54.03] Yo, one shot in the air, for those that's not scared
[00:56.90] To raise they own, in basements stay blown
[00:58.83] So much stress, I'mma just up and get a vest
[01:01.10] Aim best, hit your rest like a meteorite
[01:03.12] Till the media strike and reporters go home
[01:05.43] I don't know, maybe it's just me, maybe I'm no good
[01:08.24] Go back home, throw on a hood
[01:09.84] And get it like they get it, but see we got a problem
[01:12.11] I ain't got no conscience, and I ain't got no problems
[01:14.47] Laying niggas down like carpet
[01:16.39] Bitches come around like my thirty-eight revolvers
[01:18.56] Acting like they all, and my queen don't know me
[01:20.59] Pressure stay deep like an ocean reef
[01:22.57] Had the hopes to be, over east, on some ivories
[01:25.15] Apartment luxuries, run with me
[01:26.98] Through fields of terror, concrete barrier
[01:29.34] That's how I feel, that's how I sleep under the moon
[01:31.62] Shit is real, pressure bust pipes
[01:33.52] Doc's talking 'bout blood pressure's up high
[01:35.78] Next thing I know, the feds at the door
[01:38.17] For a robbery that happened back in 2000
[01:40.54] Looking at fourteen years in jail housing
[01:42.96] And I ain't heard shit since, but damn a nigga tense
[01:45.35] Everytime I pick up the phone, I think it clicks
[01:47.44] Paranoid skits, how the fuck am I sane, how is life like this
[01:50.50] But I passed that stage like a masquerade
[01:52.76] And I'm still here, pour beer on an average day
[01:55.01] Now he smoke weed and he never got a strategy
[01:57.17] Snakes don't rattle me, I'll put you out my misery
[01:59.23] Exquisitely, I hit the trees for my ancestors
[02:01.58] Life is a gun fight, test a man's essence
[02:04.01] July black, where June at
[02:05.44] My right-hand man must have slid through the cracks
[02:07.82] I miss you dog, but for real, you wrong
[02:09.81] I guess every man feel like he gotta move on
[02:12.36] It's hard as hell, I need a mill' in the bank
[02:14.26] For that I need my willing to shank, plus a shell in the tank
[02:16.86] My girl's late, and she don't act right, either
[02:18.71] For that I hit the sinsemilla like a heavy lifter
[02:20.97] For my door to yours, it's long distance
[02:23.12] Modern day peasants, life is restless
[02:25.39] And they don't understand, till I got a gun in hand
[02:27.53] On some, yo nigga, run it like Cunningham
[02:29.42] Chips on my shoulders, turn to broken bones
[02:31.67] Slips by a soldier, turn to broken homes
[02:33.99] By way of open tombs and last rites
[02:35.90] Last night, glass pipes reflect from a head lights
[02:38.31] In a zoo of dead life, for bread, even the birds fight
[02:40.93] Feel like I'm living third strike
[02:42.62] And I realized that I was a man
[02:44.10] When the headline read 19-year-old man dead
[02:46.89] Rest for Shawn, peace to my first born
[02:48.76] Heart torn, bleed, purple wars on
[02:51.06] It's raining cash and we not getting poured on
[02:55.14] You don't know, the pain
[02:59.91] That's raining in my heart
[03:03.77] You don't know, the pain
[03:08.51] That's raining in my heart
[03:12.22] Let the sun down by you, knocking
[03:15.94] Knocking on my front door, hurry now
[03:23.44] Yeah yeah, come on baby, baby
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[03:32.11] Yeah yeah, come on baby, baby
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