Torn

[00:16.42] I wake up to a stranger's head
[00:17.87] Laying on pillow where you used to rest yours
[00:22.97] It's been lonely inside my bed
[00:24.66] Sometimes I find that I need to outsource
[00:30.52] It's been a while since I've seen you
[00:33.07] And I do not mean to bring back all the things we were
[00:37.93] It's just that I find it hard to continue without you to keep me warm
[00:44.19] Oh, I'm just a little bit torn
[00:50.63] Oh, oh, I'm just a little bit torn
[01:00.63] I wake up, 4 cups of coffee
[01:10.48] Still use that machine you bought me
[01:14.59] So I can save some money
[01:15.60] And I still think it's funny how
[01:16.42] After three months, still getting over speed bumps
[01:20.03] Like deleting all our pictures and not taking new ones
[01:23.63] I should control it, I know that I could move on
[01:32.21] It's just that you make me feel so
[01:33.39] Alive and then wish I was never born
[01:37.67] Ho, ho, I'm just a little bit torn
[01:42.66] Oh, oh, I'm just a little bit torn
[01:55.84] (I'm just a little bit torn)
[01:59.31] Where do we go from here?
[02:02.08] I wish I knew the answers
[02:03.21] I'm living my life in fear
[02:05.62] Of going on new adventures
[02:11.05] I wish I wasn't so used to waking up to you laying beside me
[02:18.04] But if you're not looking then you'll never find me
[02:24.61] It won't take too long for me to be strong
[02:28.35] And really start living more
[02:31.18] But I could be wrong, I hate moving on
[02:36.03] And losing what we had before
[02:40.37] Oh, I'm just a little bit torn
[02:48.46] Oh, oh, I'm just a little bit torn
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