Atmosphere

[01:38.56] The clock stopped running in my head
[01:43.09] But I feel every passing day
[01:47.39] A steady rhytm's what carries me through
[01:51.55] Another day of my solitude
[01:55.95] When I'm anxious in times like these
[02:00.15] I focus on breathing out and in
[02:04.35] It's like the air's flowing in my veins
[02:08.75] Slowing my mind and soul
[02:11.79] I dissolve into atmosphere around
[02:17.34] To become one with the wind
[02:20.02] For I'm not ready to be a human now
[02:23.98] I'm the sky in the night
[02:28.82] Hiding behind the city lights
[02:32.92] All of this is easier
[02:35.45] Than being a healthy mind
[02:43.31]
[03:03.77] When I got time in the night
[03:08.08] I leave my home for a quick ride
[03:12.30] Before you know it I'll be gone
[03:16.48] To watch the trains, how they come and go
[03:20.83] It's such a peaceful place
[03:24.52] And nobody's around
[03:27.99] To see me dancing in the air
[03:33.58] And singing my flesh away
[03:37.90] I observe all the trains
[03:41.21] As they emerge from the dark
[03:44.17] And pass me by
[03:45.83] Leaving me here where I stand
[03:50.37] 'Cause I can't be taken away
[03:53.22] No more
[03:54.65] I dissolve into atmosphere around
[04:00.05] To become one with the wind
[04:02.78] For I'm not ready to be a human now
[04:06.67] I'm the sky in the night
[04:11.57] Hiding behind the city lights
[04:15.98] All of this is easier
[04:18.47] Than being a healthy mind
[04:23.24]
[04:38.82] I'm unstable once again
[04:43.61] Yet I can't falter
[04:46.15] Or my mind will collapse on itself
[04:56.14] I realized yesterday
[05:00.68] That I wasn't able to create a bond
[05:04.76] That would mean anything
[05:13.90] They tell me of the toxic people they met
[05:19.03] How am I supposed to tell you
[05:22.09] That all along I've been one of them
[05:31.91]
[05:44.63] I'm still where I stand
[05:49.28] And my therapy just began
[05:53.46] I hope things will change
[05:57.73] But only time can tell
[06:02.17] When I'm anxious in times like these
[06:06.47] I focus on breathing out and in
[06:10.85] It's like the air's flowing in my veins
[06:14.96] Slowing my mind and soul
[06:19.26] I need to take time off my life
[06:23.96] Even if it's running out
[06:28.27] All the noise, just let it be
[06:32.12] No need to engage with it
[06:37.09] One thing I finally see
[06:41.24] And one thing I'll one day need
[06:45.15] But now is not the time
[06:52.45] I dissolve into atmosphere around
[06:59.39] To become one with the wind
[07:03.44] I'm not ready to be a human now
[07:08.63] I'm the sky in the night
[07:14.45] Hiding behind the city lights
[07:19.20] So let the tired mind dream
[07:23.59] Let it take the time
[07:26.68] I dissolve into atmosphere around
[07:34.23] To become one with the wind
[07:37.94] I'm not ready to be a human now
[07:43.13] I'm the sky in the night
[07:48.81] Hiding behind the city lights
[07:53.70] So let the tired mind dream
[07:57.91] Let it take the time
[07:59.93] One last time
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