Here's My Hell

[00:47.44] Eyes wide open
[00:52.69] Still blind to see
[00:58.02] Heart wide open
[01:03.44] Still too cold to feel
[01:09.38] That's all what's left of me
[01:11.85] A frozen mind
[01:12.83] A shade of who I could be
[01:14.93] That's all I can be today
[01:20.38] That's all I dare to see
[01:22.65] With broken faith
[01:23.75] Afraid of what's hurting me
[01:25.87] That's all I'll let in today
[01:31.22] In silence I cry
[01:36.41] For my aching heart
[01:42.01] Frozen
[01:44.64] Closed down
[01:47.36] Demons won't recede
[01:52.82] Doubtful
[01:55.62] Fearful
[01:58.33] I must face them all
[02:05.21] Eyes wide open
[02:10.87] Do I dare to see?
[02:16.02] Heart wide open
[02:21.53] Do I dare to feel?
[02:27.53] That's all I want to be
[02:29.98] A stronger mind
[02:31.05] A light that will make me see
[02:33.00] That's all I wish for today
[02:38.54] That's what will set me free
[02:40.89] With renewed strength
[02:42.37] I'll deal with my agony
[02:44.08] That is my goal for today
[02:49.08] Empty I cry
[02:54.60] Where is my heart?
[03:02.43] With eyes wide shut I smile and fake...
[03:12.17] Hear the time, tick, tick, tick...
[03:17.86] Let me try...
[03:20.56] Here's my HELL!
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[03:44.31] Welcome to my pain, my wrath,my contempt
[03:47.34] Where demons dwell
[03:49.62] Welcome to my scorn, my fear, my disdain
[03:52.77] Welcome to my personal hell
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