E's Song

[00:03.12] History got a funny way of repeating itself
[00:24.32] We got a decade of history
[00:26.03] We locked in like a sentencing
[00:27.41] I'd accept all the charges to have you pinned to me
[00:30.37] Picked on you first time we met
[00:31.82] I can't recall what I said
[00:33.33] That's how I flirted back then
[00:34.73] No way you feeling me
[00:36.28] I had to work double time just to not rejected
[00:39.25] You moved in from a new school
[00:40.79] I should've been accepting
[00:42.24] Eventually you saw my intentions was pure
[00:44.69] I got in good with you for sure
[00:46.07] And if problems came up
[00:47.08] I was protection
[00:48.18] We started off as just friends
[00:49.90] Best friends
[00:50.73] I wasn't tripping bout it
[00:51.77] Cause I stayed consistent bout it
[00:53.16] Knew I'd outlast anybody that ever got interest out you
[00:56.36] That age I didn't know how to communicate or tell you that I had some real feelings bout you
[01:01.81] And so it went unsaid
[01:03.24] First time feeling regret
[01:04.72] A teenage mindset
[01:05.97] Confidence wasn't developed yet
[01:07.71] We spent more time together
[01:09.15] You helped piece my mind together
[01:10.88] I couldn't hold it no longer and so I said
[01:15.13] I won't let another day go by without saying
[01:20.59] How much you mean to me
[01:22.55] Mean to me yeah
[01:27.06] As long you're here I'm always 'round
[01:29.71] I ain't playing
[01:32.78] Baby you gone see
[01:34.67] You gone see
[01:36.19] You started to catch some feelings
[01:37.81] And then it got more romantic
[01:39.30] It finally turned in my favor
[01:40.72] It's working out like I planned it
[01:42.49] A lot of people stuck on labels
[01:43.96] And the what are we's
[01:45.32] I was more focused on the future
[01:46.93] And what we could be
[01:48.15] Blurring the line between dating and setting the boundaries
[01:50.80] Truth is that better off as friends the safest thing we could be
[01:54.21] Cause what if it all goes south
[01:55.94] And 6 years pass by without you ever seeing me
[01:58.80] That would be devastating
[02:00.24] That was reality
[02:01.62] Yeah that's just what happened
[02:02.77] I wasn't focused as I am today
[02:04.41] You was really out of my league
[02:06.23] Checked up on each other occasionally
[02:08.32] Holidays texting to see
[02:09.93] If the number changed
[02:10.91] Would hate to see the thread changing to green
[02:12.84] I swear your man was really green
[02:15.28] We had more reasons to stay in touch
[02:17.11] You shared birthdays with my father
[02:18.99] I still had love for you but didn't think it'd go any farther
[02:21.98] I shifted focus to music so at that point its why bother
[02:27.15] I won't let another day go by without saying
[02:32.45] How much you mean to me
[02:34.49] Mean to me yeah
[02:38.84] As long you're here I'm always 'round
[02:41.81] I ain't playing
[02:44.79] Baby you gone see
[02:46.65] You gone see
[02:48.12] Saw your engagement post
[02:49.52] It didn't get engagement from me
[02:51.04] That was on March the 16th
[02:52.58] We had just spoke the 11th
[02:54.14] Can't accept seeing you with somebody
[02:55.98] That's crazy to me
[02:57.14] Even though we hadn't seen each other for 6 years
[02:59.84] That still was too crazy for me
[03:01.59] I couldn't even text you congratulations
[03:03.39] I played it so weak
[03:04.95] I needed closure
[03:05.84] Maybe time would help me take the weight off
[03:07.81] You moved to New York week before I went and did On The Radar
[03:10.63] Music on somebody radar
[03:12.36] I saw the ring in person
[03:13.65] Guess you finally found your person
[03:15.15] Never did acknowledge it
[03:16.50] The chemistry we still had together was astonishing
[03:19.46] As if we had seen each other everyday for 6 years
[03:22.40] It felt like something promising
[03:24.39] But I fell back
[03:25.66] October came around you had to circle back
[03:28.08] You wished me happy 26th
[03:29.57] Thought you might've forgotten that
[03:31.32] Then Christmas time came
[03:32.52] I used Santa to hit you back
[03:34.07] And then I saw you in the Ville and then my heart hit the mat
[03:37.16] Tap tap tap tap
[03:38.74] I saw the same person I loved at 14
[03:42.16] Except we both now finally living our dream
[03:45.31] I always got a seat for you on the tour bus if you decide to join the team
[03:49.86] Or maybe I could fly you there
[03:51.28] If you have change of heart
[03:52.46] I'll get you everything you need
[03:54.25] Cause these days I'm more vocal 'bout everything
[03:57.03] Ain't no secrets kept between us
[03:59.64] No
[04:03.00] I won't let another day go by without saying
[04:08.28] How much you mean to me
[04:10.44] Mean to me yeah
[04:14.59] As long you're here I'm always 'round
[04:17.74] I ain't playing
[04:20.68] Baby you gone see
[04:22.32] You gone see
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