Somewhere In Between

[00:37.43] Yeah
[00:38.87] No matter what plane I'm inside of and what ocean I'm on top of
[00:42.45] Distance from everything is still the problem
[00:45.52] Everyone I need is down thousands of feet
[00:48.32] And everyone who's with me now, I pay 'em to be
[00:51.38] I'm in Germany with merch money in my lap
[00:54.29] But all I think about is my mom is home with a bad back
[00:57.30] And every Monday she's hunched over, draggin' out the trash
[01:00.13] That should be me
[01:01.36] But she won't say it 'cause she don't want to distract
[01:03.46] I don't even talk to dad, I think that whole thing is ruined
[01:06.59] He don't reach out 'cause he just feels like he's intruding
[01:09.62] But I don't reach out
[01:11.08] 'Cause every time we catch up it's so obvious
[01:13.58] These are things we shouldn't just be catchin' up about, like
[01:16.36] What country you in?
[01:17.74] What house you been stayin' in?
[01:19.23] What's your manager's name again?
[01:21.04] How much you payin' him?
[01:22.57] I don't blame him though, I don't keep him up to speed
[01:25.35] If I'm not a bad son, I'm probably somewhere in between
[01:28.39] Now when I get recognized in public, they say I'm standoff-ish
[01:31.68] Really I'm just awkward when I'm talking
[01:33.83] When you see how shy I am, you probably think that I ain't poppin'
[01:36.76] So when you call my name, don't call it again if I ain't respondin'
[01:39.80] But my producer hang with artists who are way bigger than me
[01:43.77] And they get recognized every time in the street
[01:46.08] So when I'm with my producer out to eat
[01:48.01] I pray a fan approaches so I can make him say
[01:50.67] "True, he's doing his thing too"
[01:52.60] Shit I ain't famous, guess I'm somewhere in between
[01:55.05] If I was famous, I wouldn't have to promote my song on this livestream
[01:57.84] 'Cause my manager told me to, he said my plays aren't the best
[02:01.15] So I fake a smile to hundreds of fans like
[02:03.67] "It's my fastest growing yet! Look I'm happy, don't forget!"
[02:06.57] Mom's back is broke again
[02:07.94] Still tryna get me off pills that control the stress
[02:10.17] How I'm supposed to tell my older sister that I'm still depressed?
[02:13.17] With merch money in my lap, but she ain't made a fucking dollar yet
[02:16.69] Today I read a comment telling me that I'm a gimmick
[02:19.63] With controversial storylines to get attention
[02:22.53] A few fans came to my defense like, "We were boys"
[02:25.68] I wanted to tell those fans that maybe he has a point
[02:28.56] I wrote a song about a kid who got bullied, it's called "Exception"
[02:32.52] And the part I didn't mention was Andy was a real person
[02:36.27] And someone I befriended
[02:37.62] Then I left him for another group of friends who used to torment him
[02:41.06] I made money of off "Exception" and off of Andy
[02:43.80] In interviews they treated me like a hero
[02:46.67] I wrote a song about how fucked up social media was
[02:49.53] And started dating a chick who wanted me to post her to get her followers up
[02:52.76] So no matter how many fuckin' comments that I read
[02:55.86] Tellin' me how much that I've helped them to grow and follow their dreams
[02:58.91] I'ma still feel like a coward, the hero just ain't me
[03:01.79] But to make them feel better, just tell them I'm somewhere in between
[03:04.83] Between somewhere
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[03:19.52] Yeah
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[03:28.87] Aye
[03:31.32] Success is coming in heavy, I think I'm changing already
[03:34.43] My life is intimidating so friends just want to impress me
[03:37.54] Some wear Supreme to impress, some bring a gun to impress me
[03:40.73] But none of that does impress me
[03:42.39] Whether if it's love or envy
[03:43.89] Mark was tryin' to get me with Em, I told him I wasn't ready
[03:46.89] Maybe that was a mistake
[03:48.36] Maybe I would've blown up already
[03:50.16] Wonder if Interscope was mad that I didn't pick up when they called again
[03:53.73] Subliminal disses from legends are still compliments
[03:58.34] Tour money had me talkin' shit
[03:59.84] 'Til I spend 60 thousands on clothes and went broke
[04:02.72] Manager screamed at me, watch your tone
[04:04.97] See, when couple thousand in the crowd tell me yes
[04:07.78] It's hard to tell me no
[04:09.30] I'm still in Germany with merch money in my lap, bitch
[04:12.34] I'm countin' it even if I already double checked
[04:15.00] There's no better feelin' than holding your parents rent
[04:17.77] I know I could still fail, but they only see success
[04:22.17] And I'm somewhere in between it
[04:24.07] This plane is too high, you can't reach it
[04:27.07] No service, no service, no service, I got no plan
[04:30.23] Ain't nobody knockin' on my door except the post man
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