Paralyzed

[00:00.23] Every day's a vicious cycle, and I'm stuck on repeat
[00:04.03] I've been overmedicating, waiting, praying for peace
[00:07.34] I guess it's death or deliverance, but it's not up to me
[00:10.90] 'Cause the devil's dealing cards and he's playing for keeps
[00:14.98] Night after night, hear my soul keep saying
[00:18.67] "Fight for your life," but my will feels wasted
[00:22.32] (Heart is racing, body shaking, no escaping, think I'm)
[00:25.63] Paralyzed
[00:28.22] Out of body and out of mind
[00:30.01] I'm lost in the fight or flight
[00:32.79] Terrified
[00:34.91] Think that I might be outta time
[00:36.84] Now I need a lifeline
[00:39.27] I'm calling
[00:40.16] Somebody, please make me believe I can breathe
[00:43.62] I try to scream, is this a dream
[00:46.42] Or am I paralyzed?
[00:50.98] (Heart is racing, body shaking, no escaping, think I'm-)
[00:58.19] (Heart is racing, body shaking, no escaping, think I'm-)
[01:07.71] Wish I could say that it's denial, that it's not what it seems
[01:11.33] Starts with dopamine deficiency and ends in defeat
[01:15.16] Adrenaline kicks in once again
[01:16.76] Never gonna win, it depletes me
[01:18.69] Then anxiety sets in and pretends that I can't beat this disease
[01:22.02] I'm still here
[01:22.68] Night after night, hear my soul keep saying
[01:26.08] "Fight for your life," but my will feels wasted
[01:29.76] Night after night, oh, I'm losing patience
[01:33.23] Fight for your life, it's the war I'm waging
[01:36.83] Paralyzed
[01:39.04] Out of body and out of mind
[01:41.07] I'm lost in the fight or flight
[01:43.75] Terrified
[01:46.19] Think that I might be outta time
[01:48.18] Now I need a lifeline
[01:50.03] I'm calling
[01:51.26] Somebody, please make me believe I can breathe
[01:54.70] I try to scream, is this a dream
[01:57.37] Or am I paralyzed?
[02:01.98] (Heart is racing, body shaking, no escaping, think I'm-)
[02:12.42] Pinned down, tied up, I've sealed my fate
[02:15.67] The perfect murder
[02:17.90] With my own blade
[02:25.05] (With my own blade)
[02:26.81]
[02:33.54] Paralyzed
[02:35.85] Out of body and out of mind
[02:38.07] I'm lost in the fight or flight
[02:40.77] Terrified
[02:43.04] Think that I might be outta time
[02:45.17] Now I need a lifeline
[02:47.27] I'm calling
[02:47.98] Somebody, please make me believe I can breathe
[02:51.73] I try to scream, is this a dream
[02:54.33] Or am I paralyzed?
[02:58.88] Heart is racing, body shaking, no escaping, think I'm-
[03:05.86] Heart is racing, body shaking, no escaping, think I'm-
[03:12.72] Paralyzed
[03:14.67]