Worried

I'm worried 'bout you, I cannot stop 'cause your love's something that I can't lose
And it's been like this for a long time, and I don't know what I'm gon' do (gon' do)
I'm worried 'bout you, I cannot stop 'cause your love's something that I can't lose
And it's been like this for a long time, and I don't know what I'm gon' do (gon' do)
I've been handcuffed to your fears for years (yeah)
Wiped out but I still wipe your tears (yeah)
You spiral and I spiral with you
It's not your fault, I'm in a cycle with you
How? (How? How? How? Damn)
How can I break free? (How?)
Now you thinkin' I abandoned you, if I live my own life, would you hate me? (Tell me)
Would you hurt yourself? Am I crazy? (Tell me)
I send a text at 2PM on a Friday
If I don't hear back by 4, I'm 'bout to floor it in a Porsche
Fuck callin' anymore, I'm in your driveway (come on)
Constantly frantic, obviously panic 'cause I'm just replayin' your words
You told me that you don't know why you're still here, so of course, I'm assumin' the worst (fuck)
I'm worried 'bout you, I cannot stop 'cause your love's something that I can't lose
And it's been like this for a long time, and I don't know what I'm gon' do (gon' do)
I'm worried 'bout you, I cannot stop 'cause your love's something that I can't lose
And it's been like this for a long time, and I don't know what I'm gon' do (yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)
And I don't wanna break your heart (your heart)
'Cause I think it's been broke for a minute (for a minute)
If I knew who did it (yeah, yeah), I would kill him, I would be your hero, I would be that villain
I think for a while, I thought it was dad, and maybe it was
But I'm thinkin' that it goes further back
It's far in the past, I'm helpless, mom, I've given all that I had
And it didn't work so now what? (Now what?)
I gotta find a solution (yeah)
'Cause I don't want me and you ever at odds
But if that's what it takes for improvement, I guess I'm okay with it (okay with it)
The tears have been makin' this verse hard to read off my phone, so at this point I'm sayin' shit
I love you, I hate that I'm makin' this (you know I do)
I'm worried 'bout you, I cannot stop 'cause your love's something that I can't lose
And it's been like this for a long time, and I don't know what I'm gon' do (gon' do)
I'm worried 'bout you, I cannot stop 'cause your love's something that I can't lose
And it's been like this for a long time, and I don't know what I'm gon' do
I wish somebody would've told me that you would be lonely
No matter what I do, it's not enough
I know that you're so fragile, if clouds cast a shadow
I'll travel to the moon, show you the sun
Reservation, uh-uh
Separation, uh-uh
Detonation, uh-uh, whoa
Obligation, uh-uh
Manipulation, uh-uh
Sedentation, uh-uh, whoa, whoa, whoa
(Oh, yeah, oh, yeah, yeah, yeah, oh, yeah, yeah, oh, whoa)
(Yeah, yeah, oh, whoa, yeah, yeah, oh, yeah)