Breakdown In My Bedroom

[00:12.25] Breakdown communication
[00:17.45] 'Cos I get anxious when I'm out
[00:18.82] In certain situatuions, oh
[00:25.02] But how can I explain it?
[00:29.53] I've put my face out there
[00:30.99] And it's a constant grind to save it
[00:36:00]
[00:37.46] But every time I'm out
[00:38.63] Everything inside me's shouting
[00:40.50] Screaming and overloading
[00:43.53] I swear it's not just been this way
[00:45.07] And I've not always been the same
[00:46.78] I think and then implode
[00:47.90] It's like I think the drinks corroded
[00:49.92]
[00:49.96] My brain
[00:51.63] A few times a week I go insane
[00:54.36] I know I should leave but I'll stay
[00:57.60] Where I'm alone to
[00:59.13] Breakdown in my bedroom
[01:00.71] Breakdown in my bedroom
[01:02.38] Again
[01:04.07] A few times a week I go insane
[01:06.73] I know I should but I'll stay
[01:09.98] Where I'm alone to
[01:11.37] Breakdown in my bedroom
[01:13.02] Breakdown in my bedroom a-
[01:15.55]
[01:26.39] "You chose a strange job for a person
[01:31.34] Who can't be out in public
[01:32.66] Or the self-destruction worsens", oh
[01:38.30] But it's easier around strangers
[01:41.00] With the help of rolled up paper
[01:44.76] It keeps me afloat
[01:47.61] Until I get home
[01:50.90]
[01:51.91] But every time I'm out
[01:52.98] Everything inside me's shouting
[01:54.53] Screaming and overloading
[01:58.07] I swear it's not just been this way
[01:59.27] And I've not always been the same
[02:01.02] I think and then implode
[02:02.27] It's like I think the drinks corroded
[02:04:12]
[02:04.17] My brain
[02:05.75] A few times a week I go insane
[02:08.67] I know I should leave but I'll stay
[02:11.60] Where I'm alone to
[02:13.43] Breakdown in my bedroom
[02:14.88] Breakdown in my bedroom
[02:16.67] Again
[02:18.30] A few times a week I go insane
[02:21.10] I know I should leave but I'll stay
[02:24.24] Where I'm alone to
[02:25.61] Breakdown in my bedroom
[02:28.00]
[02:28.04] She told me, "Be gentle with yourself
[02:30.30] As you walk through life, dear
[02:32.26] You've made some mistakes
[02:33.29] It's your first ever time here
[02:34.78] And there's time to learn
[02:36.28] Time to learn
[02:41.13] So don't get too hung on the things
[02:42.89] That you're missing
[02:44.27] You've made some mistakes
[02:45.57] It's your first time existing
[02:47.24] And there's time to learn
[02:48.75] Time to learn"
[02:50.38] But I think
[02:51.47] But I think
[02:52.11] But I think the drinks corroded
[02:53:71]
[02:53.76] My brain
[02:55.35] A few times a week I go insane
[02:58.21] I know I should leave but I'll stay
[03:01.41] Where I'm alone to
[03:02.82] Breakdown in my bedroom
[03:04.45] Breakdown in my bedroom
[03:05.98] Again
[03:07.81] A few times a week I go insane
[03:10.58] I know I should leave but I'll stay
[03:13.74] Where I'm alone to
[03:15.32] Breakdown in my bedroom
[03:17.11] Breakdown in my bedroom again
[03:18:45]
[03:18.50] And I get so hung up on the things
[03:20.95] That I'm missing
[03:21.80] I've made some mistakes
[03:23.08] It's my first time existing
[03:24.81] And there's time to learn
[03:26.34] Time to learn
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