Absolutely Disgusting

[00:18.17] She said that's absolutely disgusting
[00:24.61] The way you treat these girls
[00:30.56] And I got all defensive
[00:36.19] But I knew she wasn't wrong
[00:42.39] And I tried to think of excuses
[00:48.57] A way to justify
[00:54.40] But all that I could think of
[00:57.43] The biggest lie
[01:06.51] And that's absolutely unmanageable
[01:12.61] To think of you this much
[01:18.18] We tell each other so much
[01:24.20] But I always leave out half
[01:30.15] 'Cause I don't want you to know me
[01:36.25] And the way I really am
[01:42.05] And I don't want to subject you
[01:45.75] To this again
[02:02.38] (One, two, three, four)
[02:17.93] You know it's absolutely pathetic
[02:24.12] The way I used you up
[02:29.93] And I told you things I didn't mean
[02:35.99] To make you stick around
[02:41.83] When you realize I'm a liar
[02:47.70] And you've wasted all these years
[02:53.52] It'll hurt you much more than it hurts me
[03:02.73] It hurts me
[03:10.88] You know it's absolute insanity
[03:17.17] As waking up these days
[03:22.75] And the sea of blood on TV
[03:29.19] The endless grey parade
[03:34.93] And our hearts have all been pulped up
[03:40.77] Like the reddest things on earth
[03:46.76] So we cut each other open
[03:50.25] And drink the hurt
[03:56.23] Drink the hurt
[04:04.65] You know it's absolutely impossible
[04:10.54] To get out of here alive
[04:16.40] You'll get 80 years if you're lucky
[04:22.56] Before you start to die
[04:28.47] In the hospitals and hallways
[04:34.22] Where we lean against the walls
[04:40.28] And we dream about how we were long before
[04:49.66] Long before
[04:58.12] You know I'm absolutely terrified
[05:04.03] That I'll wake up one day
[05:09.81] And they'll be no one left here
[05:15.87] Who'll put up with me this way
[05:21.59] And you'll all say I deserved it
[05:27.59] You'll all say we all told you so
[05:33.49] And I'll have to admit that I should have known
[05:43.02] Should have known
[05:50.33] Ooh, oh, oh
[05:56.28] Ooh, oh, oh
[06:02.15] Oh, oh, oh, oh
[06:05.24] Oh, oh, oh, oh
[06:08.00] Ooh, oh, oh
[06:13.09] Oh, oh
[06:16.32]
[06:38.92] And it's absolutely wonderful
[06:44.78] To speak to you again
[06:50.75] A better job, new boyfriend
[06:56.42] Guess all it takes is time
[07:02.41] And I hope I get there someday
[07:08.32] 'Cause I know I'm not there yet
[07:14.39] But I swear to God in Heaven
[07:17.57] I'm not scared
[07:23.55] I'm not scared
[07:29.74] I'm not scared
[07:35.41] I'm not scared
[07:43.75] And so it's absolutely disgusting
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