Torn

[00:12.07] If I'm just here to help you then I'm cool with that
[00:14.99] I don't wanna but I gotta move with that
[00:18.19] If I got my pole then I'm usin' that
[00:21.09] Long as I got my soul I can't lose with that
[00:23.22] Yeah
[00:24.31] I can't tell my wrongs from my rights (from my rights)
[00:26.82] Got me feelin' like I been alone all my life (all my life)
[00:29.80] And I been a gangster all my life (all my life)
[00:31.90] Tryna face my fears, sheddin' tears on my pipe (for real)
[00:35.08] Way before I gained fame I was livin' like it (uh)
[00:37.99] Couldn't afford a gold chain and I was lookin' like it
[00:40.80] But I ain't had no dirty sneaks
[00:42.58] I was in the trenches, black gloves for like thirty weeks
[00:45.52] Heart full of hate no debate, let that thirty speak (grrt)
[00:48.61] White tees turn to white sheets
[00:50.96] Ridin' bulletproof New York to Philly, I feel like Meek
[00:53.80] I got tired of the streets I had to give it up (up)
[00:56.65] Then the day I lost my brother I ain't give a fuck
[00:59.56] On a route and if it's more of us, split it up
[01:02.50] Rap diss and catch his tour bus, hit it up (baow)
[01:05.58] Witness so much death it ain't no rules, get a ref' (uh-uh)
[01:08.41] Bust this wide left they callin' 9-1-1, Wyclef (uh)
[01:12.56] I don't know the future, I don't know where I'm goin'
[01:15.22] And I'm with some shooters but I'm blowin'
[01:18.29] I can't go out sweet my niggas need me
[01:21.06] Call me hieroglyphics, you can't read me
[01:23.91] Remember I lost Kobe cried all evenin' (all evenin')
[01:27.33] Took another loss then cried while I'm grievin'
[01:30.32] We lost Richie Rich we lookin' for seasons (yeah)
[01:33.37] Police on my dick they lookin' for reasons
[01:36.29] I can't do a bid I'm movin' strategic (G Herbo)
[01:39.40] Forty on my rib, guess I'm still a heathen (you know that)
[01:42.29] Shot but I'm back on the block, I'm totin' and bleedin'
[01:45.08] And he got hit like I got hit but he ain't fuckin' breathin'
[01:48.09] This that real dope shit like I need a needle
[01:51.01] This that Lil Heron flow but you don't know him either
[01:53.95] Say they want that Lil Herb but you don't know him either
[01:57.00] You see me on Instagram but you don't know I'm evil
[01:59.94] This shit get vicious over here, Danny Glover lethal
[02:02.95] I been rappin' all year like Nasir on Ether
[02:05.99] Sittin' with a full plate and I can't even eat it
[02:08.94] Totin' hammers catchin' cases still ain't even beat it (uh)
[02:12.44] I was poor (I was poor)
[02:13.95] I decided I ain't livin' like that no more
[02:16.86] Honestly I ain't lyin' like that no more
[02:19.76] High speeds, I ain't ridin' like that no more
[02:22.68] Lord, please, sick of funerals don't want no more of these
[02:27.15] Bless me with some mansions and some foreign keys
[02:30.27] Bless me with some money, no more mournin'
[02:33.45] Let me see my kids in the mornin'
[02:36.41] Prayin' on my knees I need a warnin'
[02:39.35] Ain't no fury like a woman scorned
[02:42.31] Every single rose got a thorn
[02:45.21] I used to be whole now I'm torn