It's Been So Long

[00:10.04] I don't know what I was thinking
[00:12.16] Leaving my child behind
[00:14.45] Now I suffer the curse and now I am blind
[00:19.55] With all this anger, guilt and sadness
[00:22.30] Coming to haunt me forever
[00:24.56] I can't wait for the cliff at the end of the river
[00:30.01] Is this revenge I am seeking?
[00:32.07] Or seeking someone to avenge me?
[00:34.53] Stuck in my own paradox, I wanna set myself free
[00:39.29] Maybe I should chase and find before they'll try to stop it
[00:44.31] It won't be long before I'll become a puppet
[00:49.64] It's been so long
[00:51.82] Since I last have seen my son lost to this monster
[00:55.71] To the man behind the slaughter
[00:59.56] Since you've been gone
[01:01.66] I've been singing this stupid song so I could ponder
[01:05.75] The sanity of your mother
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[01:29.91] I wish I lived in the present
[01:31.97] With the gift of my past mistakes
[01:34.32] But the future keeps luring in like a pack of snakes
[01:39.59] Your sweet little eyes, your little smile is all I remember
[01:44.43] Those fuzzy memories mess with my temper
[01:49.72] Justification is killing me, but killing isn't justified
[01:54.57] What happened to my son? I'm terrified
[01:59.59] It lingers in my mind
[02:01.50] And the thought keeps on getting bigger
[02:04.41] I'm sorry my sweet baby, I wish I've been there
[02:09.42] It's been so long
[02:11.82] Since I last have seen my son lost to this monster
[02:15.50] To the man behind the slaughter
[02:19.39] Since you've been gone
[02:21.86] I've been singing this stupid song so I could ponder
[02:25.66] The sanity of your mother
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