Black swan

[00:29.36] Light on
[00:33.90] My face blurs in my eyes again
[00:42.28] Black Swan
[00:47.13] What am I fighting to protect?
[00:55.86] How do I see myself now?
[01:03.71] Shed all of my skin
[01:08.58] But I grasp onto
[01:16.29] The beauty laid within
[01:23.72] Pierce me with your pins
[01:30.58] A physical sin
[01:36.01] Light on
[01:40.46] My face blurs in my eyes again
[01:48.85] Black Swan
[01:53.85] What am I fighting to protect?
[02:05.37] I saw him in my dreams last night, exactly as I remembered. I was hoping it would happen- for my daydreams to carry on into the night. We were at a coffee shop of some sort, getting drinks, and we just talked. But every word brought us closer till our arms touched, followed by our hands. I wish I remembered every word we exchanged. I think we talked about tattoos, music, photography... l'm not sure. Even if this scene wasn't blurred by the fact it isn't real, if it was, I wouldn't be able to recollect much of what he'd say anyways. I just want to see his face.I want to paint the sky with it. So I can see the most beautiful thing when I wake and before I go to sleep. I don't even know where to start.
[02:58.58] If I could wake up in silence
[03:06.35] My anger pulsing through
[03:12.18] That I wasn't chosen to be
[03:19.28] Someone the gods would cry to lose
[03:25.59] Light on (blinding me)
[03:30.44] My face blurs in my eyes again (from what I see)
[03:38.14] Black Swan (would i keep)
[03:43.89] What am I fighting to protect? (any piece of me?)
[03:49.87] What am I fighting to protect? (every piece of me?)
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