The Gift - Alternate Mix

[00:09.37] Hold me now I need to feel relief
[00:17.12] Like I never wanted anything
[00:25.56] I suppose I'll let this go and find a reason I'll hold on to
[00:34.19] I'm so ashamed of defeat
[00:42.29] And I'm out of reason to believe in me
[00:51.87] I'm out of trying to get by
[00:59.40] I'm so afraid of the gift you give me
[01:08.33] I don't belong here and I'm not well
[01:16.21] I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living
[01:25.31] Right on the wrong side of it all
[01:33.68] I can't face myself when I wake up
[01:38.40] And look inside a mirror
[01:41.85] I'm so ashamed of that thing
[01:50.15] I suppose I'll let it go
[01:53.75] Untill I have something more to say for me
[01:58.45] I'm so afraid of defeat
[02:05.88] And I'm out of reason to believe in me
[02:16.52] I'm out of trying to defy
[02:23.52] I'm so afraid of the gift you give me
[02:32.43] I don't belong here and I'm not well
[02:40.88] I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living
[02:48.63] Right on the wrong side of it all
[02:57.00] Hold me now I need to feel complete
[03:13.92] Like I matter to the one I need
[03:21.33] I'm so afraid of the gift you give me
[03:33.38] I don't belong here and I'm not well
[03:46.67] I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living
[03:48.45] Right on the wrong side of it all
[03:55.09] Now I'm ashamed of this
[04:02.83] I am so ashamed of this
[04:10.47] Now I'm so ashamed of this
[04:15.66] I am so ashamed of me...
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