PTSD

[00:04.32] Ooh, this a Mac beat
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[00:23.33] See, it's a lot of shit left me scarred
[00:26.48] I need chains to protect my heart
[00:29.69] It's a lot of shit left me scarred
[00:32.50] But pain makes us who we are
[00:35.34] And they say true love never dies
[00:37.87] But I felt that way when Deja left
[00:41.66] Even though they say I can't blame myself
[00:44.69] Still ain't forgave myself
[00:46.92] From the 'jects to a private jet, reminiscing and wishing
[00:49.98] I could take back the past and I could do it somethin' different
[00:52.88] Way before the rapping, the record labels, and bitches
[00:56.16] Way before my homies was dead and goin' to prison
[00:58.94] But the good go young, them other niggas, they don't last, yeah
[01:02.33] Chaz caught 20 at 18 and it was last year
[01:05.14] One down, 19 more to go
[01:07.47] Mama told me, "That karma real, son, slow your roll"
[01:10.56] Go ask them niggas, we never spoke
[01:12.30] So many fake friends and smiling faces
[01:14.19] I try to smile to hide the pain but I can't seem to shake it
[01:17.13] It's like that shit be on my brain on a daily basis
[01:20.16] Remember Deja died, I cried just like a baby, that pain shit made me
[01:23.60] It's a lot of shit left me scarred
[01:26.37] I need chains to protect my heart
[01:29.58] It's a lot of shit left me scarred
[01:32.32] But pain makes us who we are
[01:35.37] And they say true love never dies
[01:37.90] But I felt that way when Deja left
[01:41.85] Even though they say I can't blame myself
[01:44.74] Still ain't forgave myself, yeah
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