I Wish I Wasn't Me

[00:16.01] Quiet please, can someone turn my head down
[00:21.39] Can't sleep, got the rhythm too loud
[00:25.53] I'm barely keeping breath inside my body
[00:30.92] Screaming to keep the darkness out
[00:35.17] But the monsters knock and I let them in
[00:40.62] Fear and doubt are my closest friends
[00:44.93] But let's give 'em show
[00:48.44] Bring out the marching band
[00:51.33] Hoping that no one can see
[00:56.69] When the curtains are closed
[00:59.99] I'm alone in an empty room
[01:03.29] Wishing that I wasn't me
[01:09.27] 'Cause sometimes
[01:10.77] I wish I wasn't me
[01:14.40]
[01:16.44] I wish I wasn't me
[01:22.39]
[01:30.94] Listen, a symphony of sadness
[01:35.84] Playing softly in the corners of my mind
[01:40.52] See, I'm building these walls of validation
[01:45.97] Too high for me to even climb
[01:50.28] But the monsters knock and I let them in
[01:55.50] 'Cause fear and doubt are my closest friends
[02:00.04] But let's give 'em show
[02:03.30] Bring out the marching band
[02:06.17] Hoping that no one can see
[02:11.97] When the curtains are closed
[02:14.97] I'm alone in an empty room
[02:18.37] Wishing that I wasn't me
[02:24.13] 'Cause sometimes
[02:25.70] I wish I wasn't me
[02:31.84] I wish I wasn't me
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