IT'S NOT REAL

[00:05.85] Please make it stop, make it go away
[00:07.81] The sleepless nights and lonely heartaches
[00:09.58] The chaos of not being in control
[00:11.18] Slowly chipping away at my soul
[00:12.83] Being forced to pick and choose our roles
[00:14.34] Is a scam and curse we cast, I know, but why
[00:16.53] Do we still follow those who made us
[00:18.32] Pick and choose those roles? (It's not real)
[00:21.10] We're only human, we make mistakes
[00:22.52] But what if they put our lives at stake?
[00:24.23] Our ancestors, the misbehaved
[00:25.77] Were chained and locked away in caves
[00:27.35] But with those who were different
[00:28.43] They did the same and now
[00:29.13] I'm left wondering, "Who's to blame?"
[00:31.09] This ain't fun for me anymore
[00:37.30] I'm not joking anymore
[00:43.61] I killed me the other night
[00:47.13] Wait, please, but the noose was tight
[00:50.56] Kissed her cheek and said, "Goodbye"
[00:53.66] I killed me the other (it's not real)
[00:57.09] I killed me the other night
[01:00.13] Wrapped her candy-coated lies
[01:03.28] Felt her leave and take her light
[01:06.59] I killed me the other
[01:09.16] It's not real
[01:12.43] It's not real
[01:15.64] It's not real
[01:19.05] It's not, it's not, it's not
[01:23.17] All I've wanted, never mattered
[01:24.75] Matter never really mattered
[01:26.30] The things I've loved and cared about
[01:27.78] The times I've cried and screamed and shout
[01:29.44] It's all, "Don't quit," there's no way out
[01:31.06] My nerves are split and full of doubt
[01:32.51] We're all pointless, it's all pointless
[01:34.28] Everything always has an end
[01:35.89] But why can't just once logic bend? (It's not real)
[01:39.32] Do your homework, go to school
[01:40.37] Am I just gonna be a useful tool?
[01:42.50] Sit still, calm down, have some tea, talk it out
[01:44.05] No, I won't sit idly by while no-one else cares
[01:46.65] For the end of all-time
[01:47.76] This ain't fun for me anymore
[01:53.97] I'm not joking anymore
[02:00.78] I killed me the other night
[02:03.85] Wait, please, but the noose was tight
[02:07.07] Kissed her cheek and said, "Goodbye"
[02:10.38] I killed me the other (it's not real)
[02:13.69] I killed me the other night
[02:16.93] Wrapped her candy-coated lies
[02:20.03] Felt her leave and take her light
[02:23.38] I killed me the other
[02:25.87] It's not real
[02:29.02] It's not real
[02:32.07] It's not real
[02:35.42] It's not, it's not, it's not
[02:39.96] Meditate, expand your mind, where will we go when we die?
[02:43.01] Be a tree, be a God, be an angel, fly above
[02:46.27] A tree, a bee, a sea, a snake, candle on a birthday cake
[02:49.14] Will I be me in a hundred years? Repeat on these deafened ears
[02:52.16] It's not real
[02:55.06] It's not real
[02:58.31] It's not real
[03:01.80] It's not (it's not, it's not)
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