Pure (feat. Newton Faulkner)

I've been such a broken man since we broke up
Putting coke up my nose everyday
You lost your dad and I wasn't there for you
I think about that shit all the time
Shit was so complex in my little mind
I couldn't take the pressure
I thought about taking mine, all the time

The timing was so bad
Going mad with depression
I'd be coming home from sessions
Egging myself on to jump
When you thought I had the hump
I was really just fucked up
Just a kid still dealing with my issues
Every tissue tells a different story
We can never hate each other
And for my part I'm sorry

When I think of you, my heart aches
When I think of you, and how we fucked things up
When I think of you, my heart aches
When I think of you, and how we fucked things up

Shit, we had it set
We had a house but it was never our home
'Cause you made me feel like I was forever in your debt
That's just shit I don't get
Spending hours in the gym tryna sweat it out
Getting out and feeling the same way

Groundhog day every fucking day
Man, this shit was just lame
I was tryna see the light but got caught up in the dark
Talking to your friends, they don't even know the half

Or even a quarter
The bricks and mortar come tumbling down
Tryna fix what was broken
Bruising our brains with shit we're not solving
The pain was too much
And therapy only helps when you're open

When I think of you, my heart aches
When I think of you, and how we fucked things up
When I think of you, my heart aches
When I think of you, and how we fucked things up
When I think of you, my heart aches
When I think of you, and how we fucked things up
When I think of you, my heart aches
When I think of you, and how we fucked things up