self sabotage

[00:08.60] I'm still checking your location
[00:15.54] Imagine our bed with you and her
[00:22.61] Still look at pictures when we dated
[00:29.66] Now I see a girl that's at her worst
[00:36.83] My head is under water
[00:40.24] Drowning in my panic attacks
[00:43.96] I'm sick of suffocating in my tears
[00:52.81] One day, I'll be stronger
[00:56.30] Through all the self-sabotage
[01:00.92] Suffering through my toxic thoughts that I let carry on
[01:07.21] But in this moment
[01:10.87] God, this really hurts like hell
[01:14.23] But I know I'll thank these lonesome nights that led
[01:20.42] Led me to myself
[01:29.86] I finally threw away your sweaters (sweaters)
[01:36.84] I'm going out and moving on (on)
[01:42.55] In fact, I haven't cried about you in forever
[01:49.66] Yeah, forever's but a week of being strong
[01:58.06] I'm running through the darkness
[02:01.52] Trying to get my old self back
[02:05.02] I'm sick of suffocating in my tears
[02:13.88] One day, I'll be stronger
[02:17.46] Through all the self-sabotage
[02:22.28] Suffering through my toxic thoughts that I let carry on
[02:28.42] But in this moment
[02:31.97] God, this really hurts like hell
[02:35.49] But I know I'll thank these lonesome nights that led
[02:41.72] Led me to myself
[02:48.72] Led me to myself
[02:55.73] Led me to myself
[03:06.70] 'Cause I make myself stronger
[03:10.34] Through all the self-sabotage
[03:15.17] Suffering through my toxic thoughts that I let carry on
[03:21.28] But in this moment
[03:25.00] God, this really hurts like hell
[03:28.56] But I know I'll thank these lonesome nights that led
[03:35.02] Led me to myself