I Wanna Get Better

[00:09.80] Hey, I hear the voice of a preacher from the back room
[00:12.91] Calling my name and I follow just to find you
[00:15.42] I trace the faith to a broken down television and put on the weather
[00:19.83] And I've trained myself to give up on the past 'cause
[00:22.79] I frozen time between hearses and caskets
[00:25.48] Lost control when I panicked at the acid test
[00:28.37] I wanna get better
[00:29.95] While my friends were getting high and chasing girls down parkway lines
[00:33.70] I was losing my mind because the love, the love, the love, the love, the love
[00:37.53] That I gave wasted on a nice face
[00:40.94] In a blaze of fear I put a helmet on a helmet
[00:43.36] Counting seconds through the night and got carried away
[00:46.29] So now I'm standing on the overpass screaming at the cars
[00:49.18] "Hey, I wanna get better!"
[00:50.80] I didn't know I was lonely 'til I saw your face
[00:55.99] I wanna get better, better, better, better
[00:59.76] I wanna get better
[01:00.94] I didn't know I was broken 'til I wanted to change
[01:06.00] I wanna get better, better, better, better
[01:09.99] I wanna get better
[01:10.43] I go up to my room and there's girls on the ceiling
[01:13.40] Cut out their pictures and I chase that feeling
[01:15.66] Of an eighteen year old who didn't know what loss was
[01:19.19] Now I'm a stranger
[01:20.47] And I miss the days of a life still permanent
[01:23.69] Mourn the years before I got carried away
[01:26.74] So now I'm staring at the interstate screaming at myself
[01:29.30] "Hey, I wanna get better!"
[01:31.11] I didn't know I was lonely 'til I saw your face
[01:36.29] I wanna get better, better, better, better
[01:40.01] I wanna get better
[01:41.22] I didn't know I was broken 'til I wanted to change
[01:46.40] I wanna get better, better, better, better
[01:50.33] I wanna get better
[01:52.05] 'Cause I'm sleeping in the back of a taxi
[01:54.70] I'm screaming from my bedroom window
[01:57.52] Even if it's gonna kill me
[02:01.66]
[02:31.72] Woke up this morning early before my family
[02:34.45] From this dream where she was trying to show me
[02:37.02] How a life can move from the darkness
[02:39.76] She said to get better
[02:41.30] So I put a bullet where I shoulda put a helmet
[02:44.09] And I crash my car cause I wanna get carried away
[02:47.65] That's why I'm standing on the overpass screaming at myself
[02:50.38] "Hey, I wanna get better!"
[02:52.19] I didn't know I was lonely 'til I saw your face
[02:57.35] I wanna get better, better, better, better
[03:01.04] I wanna get better
[03:02.14] I didn't know I was broken 'til I wanted to change
[03:07.44] I wanna get better, better, better, better
[03:11.24] I wanna get better
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