Drunk by Myself

[00:00.02] Uhh, uhh, where am I going?
[00:03.88] Where am I? (Where am I?)
[00:05.25] Where the hell am I?
[00:07.52] Yo, it's ill
[00:10.31] Yo, my wife's tired of fucking me
[00:11.92] Life tries ducking me, luckily I find 'em just at the right time
[00:15.39] Mack in my right arm, Tequila bottle in my left arm like Cristian
[00:18.88] Watching my life go, can't do myself in
[00:21.25] Wolves in the night, yo, hell's men
[00:23.44] Two revolvers, I can let twelve spin
[00:25.41] Hop in my Benz, push it to the limit, buck-sixty, who wit' me?
[00:28.95] My Cris', two L's, twisted blunts and inner conscience
[00:31.70] Telling me that I ain't shit, no matter how much cash I sit with
[00:35.18] Still gotta ask the Lord for forgiveness
[00:37.07] My precious baby girl came like forty nights of rain
[00:39.78] To replenish my adolescent brain
[00:41.84] Blessed be her name, before her birth I was insane
[00:44.78] So I drive to cool the pressure down, delay the pain
[00:47.12] I ate from these poisonous, fucked up streets
[00:49.65] Tasted larceny, it was sweet, I starve for more to eat
[00:52.46] Though I took, that was to live, hope God will forgive
[00:54.91] As odd as it is, the more I gain the harder it is
[00:57.75] To maintain, bitches playin' games, niggas snitchin', I ain't sayin' names
[01:01.25] But y'all niggas better watch how y'all slang
[01:02.83] Lost so many close niggas; drunk, almost crashed
[01:05.78] I'm going too fast, highway patroller just flash
[01:08.34] Lights in my rearview, if they stop me I hope they lock me
[01:11.40] Instead they speed ahead, yo, nigga watch me
[01:13.82] I'm drunk by myself, gun under my seat
[01:16.44] I don't want none of my peeps caught up in none of my beef
[01:18.79] I'mma ride to the end of the road if I have to
[01:21.86] Praying no car speeds by for me to crash to
[01:24.33] Steering wheel in my hand, tryna hold it steady
[01:26.73] Anything in my way is dead 'cause that's the way I feel, I am already
[01:30.38] When I'm drunk by myself alone in the zone
[01:32.95] Drunk by myself
[01:34.35] Heard niggas hate me, but I hated too once
[01:37.17] Been in the shoes of a wolf in the night when he hunts
[01:39.62] For every shell niggas bust, we bust at ourselves
[01:42.21] Can't tell these niggas nothing though, bullets wake 'em up well
[01:45.11] Take 'em to hell, stick-up niggas once ran up on me
[01:47.54] My decorated lifestyle attracted sharks on me
[01:50.26] I aint your mark, homie
[01:51.62] It's hard to look straight, my foot on the brake
[01:53.72] Spilling my bottle, not even shook of the Jakes
[01:55.33] Could hardly look both ways, put out the haze, blurry vision
[01:58.31] Think about the time in my life before I was on televison
[02:00.97] Hella women, jealous niggas up in my vision
[02:03.42] Since we all hood niggas, expect kilos
[02:05.53] For what they not seeing is police expect Rico
[02:08.13] Only if I could take care of everybody; intoxicated
[02:11.19] Windows up blastin' A.C., going wherever instinct takes me
[02:14.86] I hate it when I'm like this, the bottle's my accomplice
[02:16.99] I'm drunk by myself, gun under my seat
[02:19.34] I don't want none of my peeps caught up in none of my beef
[02:21.79] I'mma ride to the end of the road if I have to
[02:24.77] Praying no car speeds by for me to crash to
[02:27.38] Steering wheel in my hand, I try to hold it steady
[02:29.78] Anything in my way is dead 'cause that's the way I feel, I am already
[02:33.30] When I'm drunk by myself alone in the zone
[02:36.03] Drunk by myself
[02:37.17] The reason that I want to be alone
[02:38.97] Tired of all the things that went wrong that would have went right if I would have did it on my own
[02:42.97] Take another swig, the more I drink, the more I think bad thoughts
[02:45.71] Fake friends who hung around who wanna bring you down
[02:48.34] Not knowing who to trust, rumours about niggas coming through
[02:50.72] Supposedly to shoot at us, not knowing what was true
[02:53.67] Or what to believe, that's why I'm on the low lately
[02:56.11] Choosing a Henny bottle over a friend, driving again
[02:58.75] To keep my mind off that weak shit
[03:00.98] There's love through it all, things to live for
[03:02.83] I swerve, almost crash into a wall
[03:05.19] Think about the good, find myself laughing
[03:06.95] Turn the cell off, no way to be reached
[03:08.96] Know I'm near my crib, tryna see my way through the streets
[03:11.61] Reminded of the positive, I take my drunk ass home
[03:14.18] Start feeling out of it, can't wait to get out of this whip
[03:17.57] Bring my ass to the crib, I'm tired
[03:19.89] When I'm drunk by myself, gun under the seat
[03:22.41] I don't want none of my peeps caught up in none of my beef
[03:25.10] I'mma ride to the end of the road if I have to
[03:28.22] Praying no car speeds by for me to crash to
[03:30.69] Steering wheel in my hand, tryna hold it steady
[03:32.97] Anything in my way is dead 'cause that's the way I feel I am already
[03:36.82] When I'm drunk by myself all alone in the zone
[03:39.93] Drunk by myself
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