In My Head

[00:13.60] (In my head)
[00:15.03] Let it begin
[00:16.24] Push it away, but it's pulling me in
[00:18.56] Try to pretend
[00:19.89] I'm not aware when I do it again
[00:22.28] I know the signs
[00:23.60] I see the pattern in front of my eyes
[00:25.89] Something inside me opening wide
[00:27.56] Stretching and coming alive
[00:30.04] I can't stop it when it starts
[00:33.59] Trying not to fall apart
[00:37.39] Building up until it all goes dark
[00:42.63] (In my head) I can feel it getting closer
[00:46.20] (In my head) breathing heavy on my shoulder
[00:50.16] And I'm trying to fake it
[00:53.79] But there's no way to escape it
[00:57.17] (In my head) buried underneath the noises
[01:00.89] (In my head) there's a million little voices
[01:04.44] Saying, "You'll never make it
[01:08.10] And there's no way to escape it"
[01:11.61] (In my head)
[01:13.09] Coming around
[01:14.51] Thoughts are intruding, I'm pushing them down
[01:16.63] Stopping it now
[01:18.21] Blocking out fact, I'm blocking it out
[01:20.33] Holding too tight
[01:21.85] Kidding myself, turning wrong into right
[01:24.00] Thief in the night
[01:25.52] I've been the one putting gas in the lights
[01:28.22] I can't stop it when it starts
[01:31.55] Trying not to fall apart
[01:35.52] Building up until it all goes dark
[01:40.96] (In my head) I can feel it getting closer
[01:44.50] (In my head) breathing heavy on my shoulder
[01:48.19] And I'm trying to fake it
[01:51.65] But there's no way to escape it
[01:55.28] 'Cause I'm swirling in the panic of a shaking confidence
[02:03.09] No, I don't have an answer when the questions don't make sense
[02:10.05] (In my head) I can feel it getting closer
[02:13.65] (In my head) breathing heavy on my shoulder
[02:17.34] And I'm trying to fake it
[02:20.74] But there's no way to escape it
[02:24.44] (In my head) buried underneath the noises
[02:28.28] (In my head) there's a million little voices
[02:31.64] Saying, "You'll never make it
[02:35.31] And there's no way to escape it"
[02:38.97] In my head
[02:40.03]