The Return

[00:02.66] I took a break for way too long, was almost done with rap
[00:05.73] I took some time to find myself, I'm healing from my past
[00:08.90] I got issues, I got problems, but I'm still intact
[00:12.15] But I got something on my chest so now I'm comin' back
[00:15.21] My last album got some hate, they weren't in love with that
[00:18.48] I put my soul into that project, gave it all I had
[00:21.62] And now they're sayin' that I suck and my career won't last
[00:24.76] I know they're chompin' at the bits to call this new one trash
[00:28.18] That's alright, that's just the world that we live in now
[00:30.59] Hate watching for amusement so, yeah, go ahead gather 'round
[00:33.68] At my lowest, they laughin' now, used to love, they attacking now
[00:36.51] Don't get who they impactin' now, everyday thеy harassing now
[00:40.03] I might relapse, pick the pills up, put a bеat on, start spazzing out
[00:43.41] Turn to me to be rabid, I'm getting rabid, combative now
[00:46.31] Yeah, like anything I do, they'll hate it, don't even matter
[00:49.28] Feels like it's me against the world, jump out the plane, yeah, I'm crashing out
[00:53.21] This my passion, I'm only fallin' off right into madness
[00:55.35] Yeah, I was gone, but I'm done bein' passive
[00:56.95] Spit like a gun with illegal attachments, I'm done
[01:00.15] No more tryin' for the ones that don't like me
[01:01.75] Done with the industry they couldn't buy me
[01:03.59] Now I'm just doin' what I wanna do and I still stay climbin'
[01:05.62] And all my real fans, they know what's up
[01:07.43] And I'm still here so focused up
[01:09.03] Still cookin' tracks 'til they're overdone
[01:10.68] Kill everybody opposin' us
[01:12.23] Still in the lab, there's no closin' up
[01:13.71] And I don't stop 'til it's dope enough
[01:15.33] Like four years, I been sobered up
[01:16.94] And I'm locked in and I'm loaded up
[01:19.79] I feel like I'm runnin' outta patience
[01:22.47] People talkin' down and I won't take it
[01:25.55] I got something special, I won't waste it
[01:28.80] I just don't compare to what they're saying
[01:31.94] 'Cause I know who I am, and I know who I'm not
[01:34.87] They say that I can't, but I know what I got
[01:38.26] Guess I'll do this all again, no matter what the cost
[01:41.16] Throw my middle fingers up every time I drop
[01:44.34] It's probably my own doin' lettin' this get to me
[01:47.15] But push, push, push, came to shove so now that's history
[01:50.35] It's one thing if you just don't feel what I been droppin'
[01:53.41] This don't apply to you, I'm talkin' 'bout borderline stalking
[01:56.66] They spreadin' lies, they spreadin' rumors, man I just don't see the humor
[02:00.17] Always growin' like a tumor, got my mental in the sewer
[02:03.32] While they hide behind computers, they critique all my maneuvers
[02:06.49] They don't realize who I'm datin' needs consent from all my viewers
[02:09.95] I'm not that type of rapper they don't understand
[02:12.51] Like I don't walk around and do things just because I can
[02:16.03] I don't put my life online to try to get more fans
[02:19.22] Being famous just ain't something that is in my plans
[02:22.17] So let me get right back to business, I'm an artist
[02:24.79] I don't fit in, with celebrities or gossip or what's trendin'
[02:27.99] This my passion, this my focus, this my magnum, this my opus
[02:31.19] This the point where I turn my middle finger, to everyone in showbiz
[02:34.62] Everybody talk too much, all those gimmicks are not enough
[02:37.23] I feel like digma, the way when I show up, you know that I'm killin' whatever I touch
[02:40.48] Back to back, but it ain't no rush, I'll drop a classic, don't call my bluff
[02:43.35] I'm provin' 'em wrong and I'm lovin' the rush
[02:45.14] I can't believe they all bought that junk, they talk too much, they stalk too much
[02:48.20] No life so they pry on mine, they all parasocial, it's crazy
[02:51.50] Attack the people who like my songs and paint them out like they glazing
[02:54.53] Y'all grow up and grew out the music but y'all still somehow try to blame me
[02:57.49] They pissed about it, so attack me but they the ones who one-eighty'd
[03:00.95] But this is my return, I just don't care anymore
[03:03.82] I got some brand new trauma weighin' on me, shakin' my core
[03:06.71] Now all that negativity is at the bottom of my list of things that hurt me everyday, that make it hard for me to live
[03:13.32] So sit and back and welcome to the show, if you love me, if you hate me
[03:17.40] I don't care, man, I'm afloat, I just gotta get this outta me, it's weighin' on my soul
[03:21.97] And if I vent about my pain, then maybe someone else will see they're not alone
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