Runaway - Fisherman Remix

What would this be?
If not constantly hollow and empty
What could this mean?
I've made peace with my inner enemy

Who am I now that the silence surrounds?
It's so loud, there's nothing to block out
I'm not proud of the emptiness following me everywhere I go

Lurking just beneath fragile surface
Itching to release, is it worth it?
Go back to the days, constant hurting
Tell me there's a way out of this

Cause right now I'm just going through all of the motions
That's the only way that I know how to function
Spent so many years, fighting tears, and emotion
Finally figured out it's my only solution

And I can't win this war
It's been several years and I'm still locked out of the same damn door

Runaway just going through all of the motions
That's the only way that I know how to function
Spent so many years, fighting tears, and emotion
Finally figured out it's my only solution

I runaway

Lurking just beneath fragile surface
Itching to release, is it worth it?
Go back to the days; constant hurting
Tell me there's a way out of this

'Cause right now I'm just going through all of the motions
That's the only way that I know how to function
Spent so many years, fighting tears, and emotion
Finally figured out it's my only solution