Self-Destruct

So why do I fall
For all of my faults
If I don't feel like dying? (Dying)
I pull out the pin, I self-destruct

I feel my scars
And still I don't learn
You watch me burn
Inside a fire I set

I guess I've been holding on to every broken promise that I've ever made

So why do I fall
For all of my faults?
If I don't feel like dying
It shouldn't be this hard
It's under my skin
Feel it in my bones
If I don't feel like trying (trying)
I pull out the pin, I self-destruct

I fall apart
I see no return
I've come to terms with
The other side that's waiting, patient

If I can't break the cycle what's the point?
Everything I touch ends up destroyed
I hold onto anything I can to fill the void
And It's a mess but

I guess I've been holding on to every broken promise that I have ever made

So why do I fall
For all of my faults?
If I don't feel like dying
It shouldn't be this hard
It's under my skin
Feel it in my bones
If I don't feel like trying (trying)
I pull out the pin, I self-destruct

I leave the venom inside
Forever will I
Keep the same energy, dead or alive
I cut it off, fucking lost
But it's done to myself
I lay exploded, never calling for help

So why do I fall
For all of my faults?
If I don't feel like dying
It shouldn't be this hard
It's under my skin
Feel it in my bones
If I don't feel like trying (dying)
I pull out the pin, I self-destruct

I self-destruct