Feel Good Song of the Year

[00:05.44] "The Feel Good Song Of The Year"
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[00:37.76] I never thought the day would come when I
[00:41.09] Would be the poison in the pen I use to write
[00:45.08] You said you were alone in somewhat of a nervous tone
[00:50.50] I guess it was the blank look on your face that was easy to replace
[00:57.79] So then I went and drank myself into an idiot all through the night
[01:03.36] Recounting all my paranoid and selfish thoughts but I was right
[01:12.95] I made a space for you inside my soul
[01:16.29] And let my feelings kill the part that I control
[01:20.19] So part of you was me, neglectful maybe cold it seemed
[01:25.73] Despite having the wounds we both imbibe, the scars are
[01:29.90] Somewhere we can't hide
[01:33.06] I then stayed up for two more years just thinking of the sacrifice you made
[01:38.59] Indifferent to the reason so apparent in the pain
[01:45.77] I polished off another drink and taught myself to numb and drift away
[01:50.99] For one more night so I could justify the day
[01:58.24] So now I entertain the thought of going on all alone
[02:04.90] But you are all the life I've ever known
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[02:24.01] I swear one day I'll get it back something that is already dead and gone
[02:29.89] Again i see the trumpet player looking for his song
[02:36.91] Don't worry I won't follow you, that part of me is learning to let got
[02:42.12] What was a space is like a cancer in my soul
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