It's Been Awhile - Edit

[00:17.84] It's been awhile, since I could
[00:23.10] Hold my head up high
[00:26.26] And it's been awhile,
[00:28.07] Since I first saw you.
[00:34.31] And it's been awhile,
[00:36.38] since I could stand, on my own two feet again.
[00:42.55] And it's been awhile.
[00:44.41] Since I could call you.
[00:50.63] And everything I can remember,
[00:59.01] As fucked up as it all may seem.
[01:07.37] The consequences that are rendered,
[01:15.59] I've stretched myself beyond my means.
[01:23.89] And it's been awhile,
[01:25.59] Since I could say,
[01:28.52] That I wasn't addicted and.
[01:32.03] It's been awhile,
[01:33.68] Since I could say I love myself as well as you.
[01:40.35] And it's been awhile, since I've gone,
[01:43.44] And fucked things up just like I always do.
[01:48.30] And it's been awhile,
[01:50.39] But all that shit seems to disappear when I'm with you.
[01:56.62] And everything I can remember,
[02:04.68] As fucked up as it all may seem.
[02:12.85] The consequences that I've rendered.
[02:20.82] I've gone and fucked things up again.
[02:25.61] Yeah.
[02:33.42] Why must I feel this way?
[02:41.99] Just make this go away.
[02:50.07] Just one more peaceful day.
[03:01.45] And it's been awhile,
[03:03.64] since I could,
[03:06.81] Look at myself straight.
[03:10.15] And it's been awhile,
[03:12.00] Since I said I'm sorry.
[03:18.58] And it's been awhile,
[03:20.46] Since I've seen the way,
[03:23.68] The candles light your face.
[03:26.84] And it's been awhile,
[03:28.78] But I can still remember just the way you taste.
[03:35.02] And everything I can remember,
[03:43.05] As fucked up as it all may seem.
[03:48.16] To be I know it's me.
[03:51.31] I cannot blame this on my father.
[03:59.15] He gave the best he could for me.
[04:07.35] And it's been awhile,
[04:09.03] Since I could,
[04:12.18] Hold my head up high.
[04:15.64] And it's been awhile,
[04:17.49] Since I said I'm sorry.
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