It’s My Birthday

[00:00.10] It's my birthday, but I don't feel happy
[00:07.92] Forgot what the word means
[00:11.91] You know what it's like
[00:15.92] No end to the night when
[00:20.30] I won't let the light in
[00:24.46] Feels like l'm driving drunk most of the time
[00:33.42] I stare at the walls 'til they cave in
[00:37.54] And never call anyone back
[00:41.56] 'Cause I know that I'm not worth saving
[00:45.70] And who wants to talk about that?
[00:49.22] It's my birthday
[00:52.64] So I'II drink to my heartache
[00:57.10] I know it's the worst way to leave it behind
[01:05.14] If I'm being honest
[01:09.23] It's not what I wanted
[01:13.48] Feels like it's all too much most of the time
[01:22.61] I stare at the walls 'til they cave in
[01:26.73] And never call anyone back
[01:30.72] 'Cause I know that I'm not worth saving
[01:34.83] And who wants to talk about that?
[01:39.02] I'm always afraid when there's no one around
[01:42.54] But I can't see my friends 'cause I'm bringing them down
[01:46.59] Now I'm closing the door, and I'II shut them all out
[01:51.00] So they don't ask me why l'm not better by now
[01:54.89] It's my birthday
[01:58.28] And I'm hoping the window breaks
[02:02.55] To steal my reflection
[02:06.54] To show me outside
[02:10.59] Sometimes I wonder if I'll ever love her
[02:18.85] Feels like she's all I've got most of the time
[02:28.12] Funny how all that I want is to leave her behind
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