Going Through It

[00:15.65] Somebody better come get me
[00:16.42] 'Cause I ain't got a lot to lose
[00:17.83] What I've been through, sort of distorted my views
[00:18.85] I ain't really got a clue, what I'ma do
[00:22.08] Give me the help that I need
[00:23.64] I try and keep it in the booth
[00:24.78] But between me and you I feel the pressure of all of it
[00:26.94] Telling me I've gotta use, what am I doing
[00:29.04] Ain't got a fam
[00:29.89] Ain't got a home
[00:30.69] Ain't got a plan
[00:31.65] Ain't got a single thing that I've been doing right
[00:33.54] But I don't really think you'd understand
[00:35.01] Cause on the surface, everything's perfect
[00:36.73] Yeah, I've been making money, rubber bands
[00:38.46] But I've been trying to be somebody other than me
[00:39.15] And I don't remember who I am
[00:42.15] I don't remember what it's like to love
[00:43.80] 'Cause when I felt it I was young
[00:45.56] I just wrote Dominique a fucking email
[00:46.20] What am I doing I'm dumb
[00:48.99] I had a girl, we had a dream
[00:50.56] But I was weak, now it is done
[00:52.08] I found out my ex was having a baby, crazy
[00:54.27] That one left me kinda bummed
[00:55.92] Should've been mine, it should've been mine
[00:57.82] Are you out your mind, boy
[00:59.47] She ain't thought about you in ten years
[01:00.96] She's settled down and doing fine
[01:02.44] And I know I ain't gotta remind you
[01:04.36] What it would do to you when you would find
[01:06.02] Another excuse to get in the noose and give her your time
[01:08.66] I know that everything I'm going through has got a reason
[01:12.48] When you're going through it that's all that you can believe in
[01:15.77] You may not deserve it, no, but maybe it was needed
[01:19.25] Gotta keep your head up if you really wanna beat it
[01:22.63] I know that everything I'm going through has got a reason
[01:26.14] When you're going through it that's all that you can believe in
[01:29.50] You may not deserve it, no, but maybe it was needed
[01:32.98] Gotta keep your head up if you really wanna beat it
[01:38.14] I been living a lie, but bringing it by though
[01:41.49] And I'm willing to die, for the rhythm that I know
[01:44.83] Cause I don't like change, and I won't behave
[01:48.08] I got nothing but destruction on my brain
[01:50.81] And you might know me, or maybe not I don't give a damn
[01:54.36] I'm lonely, and I don't know how to be a different man
[01:57.85] I'm the one that made this so bad
[01:59.56] Common sense, I been missing that
[02:01.12] In between I need time for me
[02:02.75] And it's time for me to go and get you back
[02:04.13] I feel for the kids the most
[02:07.52] 'Cause they don't really get to know
[02:08.95] What's going on between us both
[02:10.40] All they see is we ain't close
[02:11.10] All this discussion in private
[02:13.91] Suddenly I'm about to be a ghost
[02:15.52] I don't even know where to go
[02:16.94] But tell them I love 'em when I hit the road
[02:17.79] I love you and you'll always be my best friend
[02:22.38] Here's to a new beginning, let the rest end
[02:25.88] I thank you for your love and all your lessons
[02:29.05] I will never be the same again
[02:31.10] I know that everything I'm going through has got a reason
[02:34.64] When you're going through it that's all that you can believe in
[02:38.04] You may not deserve it, no, but maybe it was needed
[02:41.56] Gotta keep your head up if you really wanna beat it
[02:45.09] I know that everything I'm going through has got a reason
[02:48.48] When you're going through it that's all that you can believe in
[02:51.80] You may not deserve it, no, but maybe it was needed
[02:55.29] Gotta keep your head up if you really wanna beat it
[02:57.86] I've been feelin' all good
[03:01.14] Been feeling all right
[03:02.89] I'm feeling all good until I'm not alright
[03:06.19] Then it gets bad for me
[03:08.43] Then when I'm tripping it gets bad for me
[03:11.10] Bad for me (for me)
[03:12.46] I know that everything I'm going through has got a reason
[03:15.89] When you're going through it that's all that you can believe in
[03:19.37] You may not deserve it, no, but maybe it was needed
[03:22.49] Gotta keep your head up if you really wanna beat it
[03:26.04] I know that everything I'm going through has got a reason
[03:29.60] When you're going through it that's all that you can believe in
[03:32.81] You may not deserve it, no, but maybe it was needed
[03:36.39] Gotta keep your head up if you really wanna beat it
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