HAPPY
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About HAPPY
“HAPPY” is the fifth track off of NF’s fifth studio album HOPE. In it, NF discusses how he finds comfort in his agony-filled life. He believes he wouldn’t know what to do with himself if he ever was truly happy. He also discusses his fear of asking others for help with his issues. He acknowledges that he has insecurities, inner demons, and traumas, but doesn’t feel comfortable trying to fix them. .
HAPPY Lyrics
[00:06.07] Dear God, please, hear me out
[00:11.57] I know it's been a couple years
[00:15.15] Since I've reached out and said hello
[00:21.04] I bet you're wondering
[00:24.25] Why I keep
[00:28.44] Obsessing on and stressing all the little things
[00:33.20] When I should be
[00:37.56] Living life and soaking up the memories
[00:41.97] I know I've been selfish, I have
[00:46.82] No excuse to give you, it's true
[00:50.68] Hanging by a thread's how I live
[00:55.75] I don't know why, but I feel more comfortable
[01:00.31] Living in my agony, watching my self-esteem
[01:05.03] Go up in flames, acting like I don't
[01:09.31] Care what anyone else thinks, when I know truthfully
[01:14.07] That that's the furthest thing from how I
[01:18.29] Feel, but I'm too proud to open up and ask ya
[01:22.69] To pick me up and pull me out this hole I'm trapped in
[01:27.39] The truth is, I need help, but I just can't imagine who
[01:31.82] Who I'd be if I was happy
[01:35.83] Yeah, been this way so long
[01:37.48] It feels like something's off when I'm not depressed
[01:39.75] I got some issues that I won't address
[01:41.74] I got some baggage I ain't opened yet
[01:44.00] I got some demons I should put to rest
[01:46.39] I got some traumas that I can't forget
[01:48.42] I got some phone calls I been avoiding
[01:50.78] Some family members I don't really connect with
[01:52.95] Some things I said I wish I would of not let slip
[01:55.42] Some hurtful words that never should of left my lips
[01:57.61] Some bridges burned, I'm not ready to rebuild yet
[01:59.72] Some insecurities I haven't dealt with, yes
[02:02.09] I'll be the first to admit that I'm a lonely soul
[02:04.57] And the last to admit I need a hand to hold
[02:06.65] Losing hope, headed down a dangerous road
[02:08.74] Strange, I know, but I feel most at home when I'm
[02:12.71] Living in my agony, watching my self-esteem
[02:17.75] Go up in flames acting, like I don't
[02:21.80] Care what anyone else thinks, when I know truthfully
[02:26.88] That that's the furthest thing from how I
[02:30.97] Feel, but I'm too proud to open up and ask ya
[02:35.19] To pick me up and pull me out this hole I'm trapped in
[02:39.84] The truth is, I need help, but I just can't imagine who
[02:44.38] Who I'd be if I was happy
[02:50.02] Don't know what's around the bend
[02:54.55] Don't know what my future is
[02:58.96] But I can't keep on living in
[03:03.35]
[03:07.01] Living in my agony, watching my self-esteem
[03:11.65] Go up in flames acting, like I don't
[03:16.25] Care what anyone else thinks, when I know truthfully
[03:20.83] That that's the furthest thing from how I
[03:25.38] Feel, but I'm too proud to open up and ask ya
[03:29.64] To pick me up and pull me out this hole I'm trapped in
[03:34.19] The truth is, I need help, but I just can't imagine who
[03:38.82] Who I'd be if I was happy
[03:44.04]
[03:49.54] If I was happy
[03:52.31]
[03:58.88] If I was happy
[04:00.03]
[00:11.57] I know it's been a couple years
[00:15.15] Since I've reached out and said hello
[00:21.04] I bet you're wondering
[00:24.25] Why I keep
[00:28.44] Obsessing on and stressing all the little things
[00:33.20] When I should be
[00:37.56] Living life and soaking up the memories
[00:41.97] I know I've been selfish, I have
[00:46.82] No excuse to give you, it's true
[00:50.68] Hanging by a thread's how I live
[00:55.75] I don't know why, but I feel more comfortable
[01:00.31] Living in my agony, watching my self-esteem
[01:05.03] Go up in flames, acting like I don't
[01:09.31] Care what anyone else thinks, when I know truthfully
[01:14.07] That that's the furthest thing from how I
[01:18.29] Feel, but I'm too proud to open up and ask ya
[01:22.69] To pick me up and pull me out this hole I'm trapped in
[01:27.39] The truth is, I need help, but I just can't imagine who
[01:31.82] Who I'd be if I was happy
[01:35.83] Yeah, been this way so long
[01:37.48] It feels like something's off when I'm not depressed
[01:39.75] I got some issues that I won't address
[01:41.74] I got some baggage I ain't opened yet
[01:44.00] I got some demons I should put to rest
[01:46.39] I got some traumas that I can't forget
[01:48.42] I got some phone calls I been avoiding
[01:50.78] Some family members I don't really connect with
[01:52.95] Some things I said I wish I would of not let slip
[01:55.42] Some hurtful words that never should of left my lips
[01:57.61] Some bridges burned, I'm not ready to rebuild yet
[01:59.72] Some insecurities I haven't dealt with, yes
[02:02.09] I'll be the first to admit that I'm a lonely soul
[02:04.57] And the last to admit I need a hand to hold
[02:06.65] Losing hope, headed down a dangerous road
[02:08.74] Strange, I know, but I feel most at home when I'm
[02:12.71] Living in my agony, watching my self-esteem
[02:17.75] Go up in flames acting, like I don't
[02:21.80] Care what anyone else thinks, when I know truthfully
[02:26.88] That that's the furthest thing from how I
[02:30.97] Feel, but I'm too proud to open up and ask ya
[02:35.19] To pick me up and pull me out this hole I'm trapped in
[02:39.84] The truth is, I need help, but I just can't imagine who
[02:44.38] Who I'd be if I was happy
[02:50.02] Don't know what's around the bend
[02:54.55] Don't know what my future is
[02:58.96] But I can't keep on living in
[03:03.35]
[03:07.01] Living in my agony, watching my self-esteem
[03:11.65] Go up in flames acting, like I don't
[03:16.25] Care what anyone else thinks, when I know truthfully
[03:20.83] That that's the furthest thing from how I
[03:25.38] Feel, but I'm too proud to open up and ask ya
[03:29.64] To pick me up and pull me out this hole I'm trapped in
[03:34.19] The truth is, I need help, but I just can't imagine who
[03:38.82] Who I'd be if I was happy
[03:44.04]
[03:49.54] If I was happy
[03:52.31]
[03:58.88] If I was happy
[04:00.03]
From the album: Songs For When You're Sad
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Scarlett by Holly Humberstone , -
Read your Mind by Sabrina Carpenter , -
HAPPY by NF , -
Call Your Mom by Noah Kahan , -
Forever by Lewis Capaldi , -
Don't Forget Me by Maggie Rogers , -
No Peace by Sam Smith , Yebba , -
Chasing Cars by Tommee Profitt , Fleurie , -
Homemade Dynamite - REMIX by Lorde , Khalid , Post Malone , SZA , -
If You Want Love by NF , -
Staring At The Sun by Post Malone , SZA , -
You’re Gonna Go Far by Noah Kahan , -
all the kids are depressed by Jeremy Zucker , -
Liability by Lorde , -
Heartbreak Weather by Niall Horan , -
Strangers by Lewis Capaldi , -
Peer Pressure by James Bay , Julia Michaels , -
Your Bones by Chelsea Cutler , -
Only by NF , Sasha Sloan , -
Deep End by Holly Humberstone , -
Us - Acoustic by James Bay , -
Hurt Somebody by Noah Kahan , Julia Michaels , -
All I Need by Jacob Collier , Mahalia , Ty Dolla $ign , -
Things We Lost In The Fire by Bastille , -
Mad World by 2WEI , Tommee Profitt , Fleurie , -
Loved By You by Chelsea Cutler , -
Haunted House by Holly Humberstone , -
Too Good At Goodbyes - Acoustic by Sam Smith , -
Never Gonna Be Alone by Jacob Collier , Lizzy McAlpine , John Mayer , -
Mess by Noah Kahan , -
emails i can’t send by Sabrina Carpenter , -
Dog Years by Maggie Rogers , -
Flaws by Bastille , -
Bad by James Bay , -
Numb by Tommee Profitt , Skylar Grey , -
Into Your Room by Holly Humberstone , MUNA , -
Northern Attitude by Noah Kahan , Hozier , -
Hold Me While It’s Ending by Chelsea Cutler , Matt Maeson , -
I Miss The Days by NF , -
i need you (in my life) by Jeremy Zucker ,