Stick Season

[00:03.72] As you promised me that I was more than all the miles combined
[00:07.81] You must have had yourself a change of heart like
[00:10.65] Halfway through the drive
[00:12.04] Because your voice trailed off exactly as you passed my exit sign
[00:16.98] Kept on drivin' straight and left our future to the right
[00:20.35] Now I am stuck between my anger and the blame that I can't face
[00:24.79] And memories are somethin' even smoking weed does not replace
[00:28.92] And I am terrified of weather 'cause I see you when it rains
[00:33.78] Doc told me to travel, but there's COVID on the planes
[00:37.53] And I love Vermont, but it's the season of the sticks
[00:41.28] And I saw your mom, she forgot that I existed
[00:45.85] And it's half my fault, but I just like to play the victim
[00:49.33] I'll drink alcohol 'til my friends come home for Christmas
[00:53.87] And I'll dream each night of some version of you
[00:58.17] That I might not have, but I did not lose
[01:02.05] Now you're tire tracks and one pair of shoes
[01:06.07] And I'm split in half, but that'll have to do
[01:11.97]
[01:14.16] So I thought that if I piled something good on all my bad
[01:18.25] That I could cancel out the darkness I inherited from dad
[01:22.16] No, I am no longer funny, 'cause I miss the way you laugh
[01:26.82] You once called me forever, now you still can't call me back
[01:30.59] And I love Vermont, but it's the season of the sticks
[01:34.23] And I saw your mom, she forgot that I existed
[01:38.85] And it's half my fault, but I just like to play the victim
[01:42.34] I'll drink alcohol 'til my friends come home for Christmas
[01:46.78] And I'll dream each night of some version of you
[01:50.83] That I might not have, but I did not lose
[01:54.82] Now you're tire tracks and one pair of shoes
[01:59.04] And I'm split in half, but that'll have to do
[02:05.90] Oh, that'll have to do
[02:09.98] My other half was you
[02:14.07] I hope this pain's just passin' through
[02:17.52] But I doubt it
[02:19.44] And I love Vermont, but it's the season of the sticks
[02:23.12] And I saw your mom, she forgot that I existed
[02:27.71] And it's half my fault, but I just like to play the victim
[02:31.09] I'll drink alcohol 'til my friends come home for Christmas
[02:35.51] And I'll dream each night of some version of you
[02:39.63] That I might not have, but I did not lose
[02:43.87] Now you're tire tracks and one pair of shoes
[02:47.95] And I'm split in half, but that'll have to do
[02:52.52] Have to do
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