So Cold

[00:11.82] Oh you can hear me cry
[00:15.30] See my dreams all died
[00:18.77] From where you're standing
[00:22.34] On your own
[00:24.78] It's so quiet here and I feel so cold
[00:30.49] This house no longer feels like home
[00:37.21] Wooo Flowetik hmmm
[00:41.89] Oh lord wooo yeah hmmm
[00:47.74] These buried memories
[00:49.84] Is passin' thru my mind
[00:51.42] How do I deal with this
[00:52.82] Lord I don't feel right
[00:54.02] Coz I feel I won't heal
[00:55.32] From this pain I endure
[00:56.71] My mind is so clouded
[00:58.19] Why am I here for
[00:59.73] Oh Lord Please help me see the light
[01:02.55] Been fighting for so long
[01:04.37] It's killing me inside
[01:05.92] I'm alive but I feel like I'm dead
[01:08.01] Feels like I'm cursed
[01:09.55] With this thing beating in my chest
[01:11.65] At the end of the day, all I got is me
[01:14.52] Exploded by myself alone
[01:16.12] No one helpin'
[01:18.33] It's so cold, I'm so numb
[01:20.98] Actin' like I'm fine, I'm ok
[01:23.13] But I'm not
[01:24.33] I'm drinkin' and
[01:25.82] Smokin' my sorrows away
[01:27.11] It's the only way to relieve my pain
[01:29.57] I'm yayed out
[01:31.10] Hennessy on my breath
[01:33.00] Wonderin' why did you save me From death Seven times lord
[01:36.25] Oh you can hear me cry
[01:39.24] See my dreams all died
[01:42.25] From where you're standing
[01:46.30] On your own
[01:48.46] It's so quiet here and I feel so cold
[01:54.48] This house no longer feels like home
[02:00.05] Wooo hmmm wooo hmmm
[02:11.51] On Mama's
[02:13.00] I pray to you for better days
[02:14.72] Coz I'm stuck in a battle
[02:16.30] I didn't ask for
[02:17.73] I'm depress and
[02:18.98] I don't wanna be this way
[02:20.57] It's driving me insane
[02:22.05] To the mothafuckin core
[02:23.65] I'm at war with myself
[02:25.22] Like I'm under a spell
[02:26.50] Oh lord please let me out my cell
[02:29.58] Coz I feel like a prisoner
[02:31.28] In my own hell
[02:32.85] Are you gonna help me
[02:34.13] Are you even listening
[02:35.77] Coz I'm hella sick and tired
[02:37.18] Of being so sick and tired
[02:38.81] Of the hurt, the pain, the struggle
[02:41.00] I face
[02:41.81] Suicidal thoughts goin' thru my brain
[02:44.64] Please dead my anxiety
[02:46.75] It's hella hard to breathe
[02:48.22] I'm drownin, the devil want my soul
[02:50.65] All I wanna know
[02:52.16] Why am I here for
[02:53.68] It's so cold
[02:55.12] I'm so numb
[02:56.94] Actin' like I'm fine, I'm ok
[02:58.92] But I'm not
[03:00.01] Oh you can hear me cry
[03:03.63] See my dreams all died
[03:06.86] From where you're standing
[03:10.41] On your own
[03:12.59] It's so quiet here and I feel so cold
[03:19.04] This house no longer feels like home
[03:25.06] Wooo hmmm wooo hmmm