Feels Like a Funeral

[00:07.04] Miracle
[00:09.90] A heaven send, that's what they called her
[00:13.30] Baby girl
[00:16.41] But what's in mama's head, it ain't so wonderful
[00:20.62] Hiding behind her smile, she doesn't know how to love her child
[00:26.33] Tryna' care for and console what turned her heart into a hole
[00:33.39] Sun still shining, people smiling
[00:39.58] But it feels like a funeral
[00:42.37] But it feels like a funeral
[00:46.15] There's no reason for this grieving
[00:52.10] But it feels like a funeral
[00:55.33] But it feels like a funeral
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[01:03.54] (But it feels like a funeral)
[01:05.87] 2 a.m
[01:08.19] Her child cries, but she feels so indifferent
[01:14.88] Her friends are tryna' fix her, but they're ignorant
[01:19.40] Talking too much to hear
[01:21.59] The reasons she's dying to disappear
[01:24.76] And escape the living hell of being strong for someone else
[01:31.44] Sun still shining, people smiling
[01:37.79] But it feels like a funeral
[01:40.99] But it feels like a funeral
[01:44.43] There's no reason for this grieving
[01:50.30] But it feels like a funeral
[01:53.56] But it feels like a funeral
[01:57.09] Her family needs what she can't be
[02:03.67] And that guilt would kill, guilt would kill
[02:08.69] If she could feel, she could feel
[02:11.15] Her family needs what she can't be
[02:16.40] And that guilt would kill, guilt would kill
[02:19.71] If she could feel
[02:25.50] Sun still shining, people smiling
[02:30.81] But it feels like a funeral
[02:33.82] But it feels like a funeral
[02:38.00] No emotion, am I broken?
[02:43.93] 'Cause it feels like a funeral
[02:47.05] 'Cause it feels like a funeral
[02:50.80] Her family needs what she can't be
[02:56.92] And that guilt would kill, guilt would kill
[03:00.02] If she could feel
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