The Deep End

[00:00.07] It sits an' errodes in the bottomless pit of my soul
[00:26.59] Becoming half of the better damaged portion of what's whole
[00:29.61] Some call it sick, deranged, insane and sometimes I prefer it
[00:33.20] Rather than to be just labeled as plain
[00:35.22] Or played like some disfigured chess piece in life's corrupted game
[00:39.09] Feel the sorrow life reaps and sows
[00:41.56] Accepting it an' still wanting to grow or just let go
[00:44.22] But the grips from the fingertips of insanity's overbearing hold
[00:47.73] Feels airtight, as if I need the jaws of life to come and cut me out the darkness
[00:52.35] In an effort to shed light on the subject to the public
[00:55.40] The world can live without me, still feel blessed inside
[00:58.11] To speak my mind and hoping they never doubt me
[01:00.54] And through death hoping they remember
[01:02.10] And never, ever will they ever forget about me
[01:04.94] And if I'm resurrected, second coming, a second life
[01:07.73] Second chance to know about me, to sight beyond sight
[01:10.37] If I was just sane (close ya' eyes and still see)
[01:12.31] As the rest of you little robots
[01:15.24] Then I prefer to be shot
[01:18.22] Induce me with the pain
[01:21.13] Shoot venom in my veins
[01:24.21] 'Cause you don't know my story
[01:27.24] No, you don't know my story
[01:30.18] There's really nothing for me
[01:33.00] So in the end it's glory
[01:34.88] Ohhh, ohh! Ohhh, ohh!
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[01:42.98] Oh, ohhh! Ohh, ohhh!
[01:51.16]
[01:57.05] In the end it's glory!
[01:57.94] Feel like an eight by ten, in a five by seven
[02:00.29] I'm in the wrong frame of mind
[02:02.14] An' I wish my indiscretions had a warning sign
[02:05.41] But I get by and that's a lie
[02:06.89] But I gotta refuse to let em' know that on the line
[02:09.25] In which I ride I choose to break away
[02:11.22] Wanna bring it back, that which you take from me
[02:13.52] Even if it means I gotta go to war with everyone
[02:15.74] Who wanted to end my little bit of everything
[02:18.68] Guess I'm too mad or too sad to say
[02:21.84] I was born in a city, but now I'm living in a confused state
[02:25.08] That's full of decay like a toothache
[02:27.24] They tried to pull me out but it was too late
[02:30.64] Now I'm a product of a brand new hate
[02:33.59] I'd rather die than be what you say
[02:36.59] Living a lie to let the truth hang
[02:39.25] Individualize me like a new game
[02:42.54] While the rest of ya'll just sit there and get faded
[02:45.11] If I was just sane
[02:47.13] As the rest of you little robots
[02:50.16] Then I prefer to be shot
[02:53.15] Induce me with the pain
[02:56.05] Shoot venom in my veins
[02:59.00] 'Cause you don't know my story
[03:02.06] No, you don't know my story
[03:04.90] There's really nothing for me
[03:07.89] So in the end it's glory
[03:11.96] Oh, ohhh! Ohhh, ohh!
[03:13.78] Oh, ohhh! Ohhh, ohh!
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[03:31.87] In the end it's glory
[03:33.32] I'm drowning in a pool of my surroundings
[03:36.52] I put this knife to my Adam's apple
[03:38.37] And start the backwards countdown from ten
[03:40.46] I'm a tattered rascal fleeting from the lines
[03:42.84] An' acid jackal, shackles all on my palms
[03:45.06] Because psychedelic trips gone bad (indeed)
[03:47.91] Recollections of my pissed off dad sittin' in the Pathfinder
[03:51.76] An' I still ain't found shit but
[03:53.78] Old silhouetted pictures of me with my wrists cut
[03:56.16] And I wish you well
[03:57.55] Hell, I was bullied by the Minotaur
[03:59.43] School with a crew with a toolie inside a rental car
[04:02.44] You 'on't learn from God inside a seminar
[04:04.60] But you hear about the devil e'ery which way you turn
[04:07.48] Perhaps we were made to burn in hell fire
[04:10.04] And I desire to be stronger
[04:11.89] But the songs that I sing go ever somber in this life of mine
[04:15.43] Memoirs of the suicidal, I guess my father is my truest idol, gone (gone, gone)
[04:19.98] If I was just sane
[04:21.91] As the rest of you little robots
[04:24.87] Then I prefer to be shot
[04:27.85] Induce me with the pain
[04:30.77] Shoot venom in my veins
[04:33.73] 'Cause you don't know my story
[04:36.76] No, you don't know my story
[04:39.73] There's really nothing for me
[04:42.62] So in the end it's glory
[04:46.75] Oh, ohhh! Ohhh, ohh!
[04:58.40] Ohhh, ohh! Oh, ohhh!
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[05:06.50] In the end it's glory
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