Screaming Out

[00:36.93] Feelin lifeless wanna fight this
[00:39.29] Feelin the urge ends up so priceless
[00:41.99] Brought back from a hateful climate
[00:43.69] When I get so cold and I'm violent
[00:45.46] And I can't bring it to silence
[00:47.96] I'm so fucking absurd and out of context
[00:50.13] Listen to my words dead circus
[00:51.54] Were rotten with inanimate objects
[00:53.04] Will keep you stuck in the process like cobwebs
[00:55.22] My conscious and my progress will keep me comin
[00:57.47] For the nonsense and I guess I do it for the
[00:59.68] People who be lookin for my chest to stake
[01:02.20] With the hardest of conscious
[01:03.74] And I'll be damn if I don't take it like God blessed
[01:05.90] And put it to a song so you know it's nonsense
[01:08.37] Don't wanna end it all
[01:09.36] Over something so painless, little dumb shit
[01:11.27] I don't wanna hear any reason that you would come with
[01:13.37] In this life... my si-tu-a-tions fading
[01:21.13] As I take flight! From the top of the sky-scraper
[01:28.80] Will you hear me screaming out?
[01:31.53] Ahh get out my head out my nightmares
[01:33.20] I'm all that I have left and any given day
[01:35.12] It seems that I don't care, yo I could die
[01:36.93] But then I kill fear, Not afraid of dying
[01:39.04] More afraid of living then tryna stay here
[01:40.84] Stay clear, too many tainted visions of people perpetratin
[01:43.01] To be something greater than they appear
[01:45.06] And my appearance is ignorance society
[01:47.08] Social sickness an a vaccine lies that broke hope I can fix this
[01:50.06] Still dreaming playing with both clenched fists
[01:51.89] That the hate will be extracted and replaced with self forgiveness
[01:54.37] Forgive this heart and sick son of a bitch
[01:56.65] That spits shit self medicated mortal enemy worst critic
[01:59.38] Calling myself projection an working through infection
[02:01.64] My perception is a bad radio station with no reception
[02:04.72] As I sign off one last time then everything is all disconnected
[02:08.12] In this life... my si-tu-a-tions fading
[02:16.18] As I take flight! From the top of the sky-scraper
[02:23.38] Will you hear me screaming out?
[02:28.14] I'm ten feet from the ground
[02:33.06] Was lost but now I'm found...
[02:39.45] Lost but now I'm found...
[02:44.04] I've... been... Kick'n it in the dark
[02:45.80] That's more hopin that I ever have
[02:47.16] Never have I had to list the shit I would rather have
[02:49.31] Rather than life I'm livin now I been breakin down
[02:51.87] Feelin like some prison
[02:52.73] And I'm think'n bout me breakin out
[02:54.98] And I know it's not sane when I cock that thang
[02:57.61] And point it at my brain
[02:58.54] If I let that bang get the thang that it's aimed at
[03:00.92] Put in the pain there be more blame when I came back
[03:04.11] In the after life... lately I been thinkin about the afterlife
[03:07.86] Usually I'm thankin God and I'll be glad for life
[03:09.86] But you wouldn't understand unless you had my life
[03:12.35] Where I been, what I've seen
[03:14.61] Your nightmares my good dream
[03:16.57] And your love is what I need
[03:18.92] If you can hear me when I scream!
[03:20.59] In this life... my si-tu-a-tions fading
[03:29.23] As I take flight! From the top of the sky-scraper
[03:36.92] Will you hear me screaming out?
[03:41.97] I'm ten feet from the ground
[03:46.59] Was lost but now I'm found...
[03:55.80] Lost but now I'm found...
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