Home (feat. Rebecca Nobel)

[00:19.48] I used to stare at the television and dream of a life free of disparity
[00:24.07] When I was young, they tried to put me in therapy
[00:26.80] My mother got explicit, addressing the school district
[00:29.01] Like this boy's got a gift, either you're blind or you don't care to see
[00:32.40] It's like we carelessly judge things that are different
[00:35.13] If we don't understand them, we stand back in resentment
[00:37.39] This man raps with intentions to separate from the flock
[00:40.37] But it seems to stir up tension in more cases than not
[00:43.22] But it far worse damage to play along for the camera's
[00:45.94] If you can't be yourself, you'll eventually have to answer
[00:48.85] To the damper of a dark cloud
[00:50.91] Instead of chasing opportunities, I just follow what's in my heart now
[00:54.31] Embark now on the new path that I'm paving
[00:56.84] It's like they want a drink from the same bath that they bathe in
[01:00.00] I did my best to try to save him, and break the walls before they cave in
[01:04.95] I never thought I would make it
[01:07.92] Fell hard when I came here
[01:13.58] It's only wrong if you're wasting
[01:18.52] Stay strong and you'll make it
[01:21.54] It's hard when you're [?]
[01:24.53] So hard [?]
[01:26.93] Find my way home, my way home
[01:33.02] A way for my way home
[01:35.64] My way home, my way home
[01:40.99] A way for my way home
[01:48.30] And it's like we're only grateful for the things we have after we lose them
[01:52.18] Once they go awry we deny it in disillusion
[01:54.68] It took me to this point in my life to finally acknowledge
[01:57.46] I could never keep a girl if I use them for my amusement
[02:00.74] Now every new muse that I momentarily move with
[02:03.09] I mutually have to feel they can deal with me doing music
[02:05.65] But it's hard to stay muted when the temperature is humid
[02:08.52] And it's human nature to feel hatred than rather look foolish
[02:11.59] Assuming that it suits the issue
[02:13.66] I'm the first to admit my basis for choosing women was superficial
[02:17.02] I would repeat the same steps then expect new results and be repulsed by the actions that I was forced to live through
[02:22.12] But it's only me that faltered
[02:24.94] Because of my missteps my destination was altered
[02:27.89] Now I walk awkward between martyr and artist
[02:30.94] Regardless, besides truth there's nothing more I can offer
[02:33.38]