Home (Live) (feat. Rebecca Nobel)

[00:21.85] I used to stare at the television and dream of a life free of disparity
[00:25.55] When I was young, they tried to put me in therapy
[00:28.15] My mother got explicit, addressing the school district
[00:30.54] Like this boy's got a gift, either you're blind or you don't care to see
[00:33.54] It's like we carelessly judge things that are different
[00:36.38] If we don't understand them, we stand back in resentment
[00:38.75] This man raps with intentions to separate from the flock
[00:41.71] But it seems to stir up tension in more cases than not
[00:44.27] But it far worse damage to play along for the camera's
[00:47.42] If you can't be yourself, you'll eventually have to answer
[00:50.03] To the damper of a dark cloud
[00:52.25] Instead of chasing opportunities, I just follow what's in my heart now
[00:56.17] Embark now on the new path that I'm paving
[00:58.57] It's like they want a drink from the same bath that they bathe in
[01:01.10] I did my best to try to save him, and break the walls before they cave in
[01:06.78] I never thought I would make it
[01:09.13] Fell hard when I came here
[01:14.42] It's only wrong if you're wasting
[01:20.19] Stay strong and you'll make it
[01:22.98] It's hard when you're [?]
[01:25.71] So hard [?]
[01:27.90] Find my way home, my way home
[01:33.67] A way for my way home
[01:46.83] My way home, my way home
[01:47.67] A way for my way home
[01:49.72] And it's like we're only grateful for the things we have after we lose them
[01:53.55] Once they go awry we deny it in disillusion
[01:56.05] It took me to this point in my life to finally acknowledge
[01:58.89] I could never keep a girl if I use them for my amusement
[02:01.88] Now every new muse that I momentarily move with
[02:04.67] I mutually have to feel they can deal with me doing music
[02:07.48] But it's hard to stay muted when the temperature is humid
[02:10.07] And it's human nature to feel hatred than rather look foolish
[02:12.63] Assuming that it suits the issue
[02:15.01] I'm the first to admit my basis for choosing women was superficial
[02:18.65] I would repeat the same steps then expect new results and be repulsed by the actions that I was forced to live through
[02:24.48] But it's only me that faltered
[02:26.45] Because of my missteps my destination was altered
[02:29.50] Now I walk awkward between martyr and artist
[02:32.02] Regardless, besides truth there's nothing more I can offer
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