Family Reunion

[00:02.35] You're making me sick
[00:05.25] You're making me anxious
[00:11.08] I wish I could think of some reference to tie in my head
[00:15.07] Is coming under distress
[00:16.76] Why can the kids who sat and judged me
[00:18.57] Now cling to all their lovely little things
[00:20.66] And claim they've always been saints
[00:22.12] I don't buy a word they say, I don't buy it
[00:25.11] So crawl back into a hole
[00:28.55] And convince yourself you're so lovable
[00:32.34] You're all so good at that
[00:38.68] So crawl back into a hole
[00:41.15] And convince yourself you're so lovable
[00:45.09] You're all so good at that
[00:50.12] My father's father died before him
[00:52.88] And his father's father before
[00:55.13] I'd hate to break the chain
[01:02.88] There's nothing complex about my traits
[01:05.55] History projects I'll die alone and overweight, not a mistake
[01:15.33] You think you're better than me?
[01:16.97] I swear I could cut off my whole family
[01:19.07] Always loved them,
[01:19.85] But definitely always more concerned about my well being
[01:22.96] Know what I mean?
[01:27.86] I'm not the article you share without reading the whole page
[01:31.25] Every detail about me is grueling and I hope to keep it that way
[01:34.46] So set the stage then dim the lights cause I wanna make
[01:36.62] This Dramatic to add validity to all the feelings I'm left with
[01:54.99] And as these thoughts rattle in my brain
[01:59.13] For what seems like my whole life
[02:03.25] I'll never get a grasp on what my family could have been like
[02:08.84] It's all so repetitive
[02:11.78] Am I ready for the death of it?
[02:15.13] Grandma you're dead and you'll always will be sorry
[02:17.93] Dad didn't respect you, you know it kills me
[02:20.64] Your husband's still alive and yeah he's losing his mind bit by bit
[02:24.40] I think dad feels it, mortality and regret and I can feel it too
[02:28.68] Waiting for it
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