Carry a White Flag

[00:43.11] Pull out my hair for fun and run my nails right down my face
[00:50.17] Wake up disoriented almost every single day
[00:55.61] Wishing each dream I had was real finding
[00:58.36] out they're not and that I'm trapped in here
[01:00.68] With myself in my room alone alone (alone alone)
[01:07.09] You may think life is fun
[01:08.97] But sometimes I don't see it that way
[01:12.20] I started medication weaned myself off
[01:14.83] That happiness was artificial and fake
[01:17.92] Don't you agree?
[01:19.41] If my happiness has to be forced then it wasn't meant to be
[01:28.38] Oh I don't wanna force it I'm fine
[01:32.20] Listen when I say I wanna die with at least
[01:35.25] A quick release of every bad thing that has ever happened to me
[01:39.95] Take my hand to the end
[01:50.05] I wanna see it all fall
[01:53.55] I wanna watch my mind break with it
[02:01.98] Take my hand to the end
[02:12.22] I wanna see it all fall
[02:15.63] I wanna watch my mind break with it
[02:50.93] My mind is melting
[02:53.28] From things around it
[02:55.93] Like caskets buried
[02:58.70] With dirt around them
[03:01.42] I tried to climb out
[03:04.23] But I fell back in
[03:07.08] I'll put up white flags to tell them I give in
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