I Sit In Parks

[00:11.80] I sit in parks
[00:14.34] It breaks my heart 'cause I see just how far I am
[00:18.81] From the things that I want
[00:21.03] Dad brought the picnic
[00:23.34] Mom brought the sunscreen
[00:25.54] Two kids are laughing and crying on red swings
[00:30.14] We look about the same age
[00:34.12] But we don't have same Saturdays
[00:39.57] Did I miss it
[00:41.79] By now is it
[00:43.57] A lucid dream, is it my fault
[00:45.60] For chasing things a body clock
[00:48.38] Doesn't wait for
[00:50.46] I did the damn tour
[00:52.59] It's what I wanted, what I got
[00:54.55] I spun around and then I stopped
[00:57.03] And wonder if I missed the mark
[01:00.73] So, I sit in parks
[01:03.79] Sunglasses dark and I
[01:06.08] Hit the vape, hallucinate a nursery with Noah's Ark
[01:10.15] They lay on a blanket
[01:12.37] And how lovely, he loves her
[01:14.96] I wonder if she wants my freedom
[01:16.94] Like I want to be a mother
[01:18.71] But Rolling Stone says I'm on the right road
[01:23.57] So, I refill my Lexapro
[01:27.72] Thinking
[01:28.87] Did I miss it
[01:30.94] By now is it
[01:32.79] A lucid dream, is it my fault
[01:35.12] For chasing things a body clock
[01:37.85] Doesn't wait for
[01:39.93] I did the damn tour
[01:41.82] It's what I wanted, what I got
[01:44.07] I spun around and then I stopped
[01:46.56] And wonder if I missed the mark
[01:58.96] So, I sit in parks
[02:02.22] Checking benchmarks Tarryn's due in June
[02:06.48] The album's due in March
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