People Pleaser

[00:10.77] Jump in the water like it don't matter, I'm scared of sharks
[00:15.52] I'll buy a painting, hang it and frame it, I hate the art
[00:20.12] Don't lose my head when you just forget and leave me on 'read'
[00:25.05] I was done drinking, you say 'tequila', I'll buy the shots

[00:29.40] So what does it mean? Keeps getting sadder
[00:34.28] Was it sixteen that made me not matter?
[00:39.20] Was it Logan or Robby? Cheer captain named Carly
[00:42.13] That made the cut deeper and messed up my body?
[00:44.71] I'll keep being sweeter, but at my demise
[00:46.92] Call me people pleaser and damn if they're right
[00:50.52] Damn it, they're right

[00:55.97] Turned up the banjo, dyed my hair blonder, I got the ad
[01:00.60] Split up the moments, Grammys is Mom's and CMA's Dad's
[01:05.63] Don't lose my mind when wrong is alright
[01:07.85] Just won't sleep at night (Phone by my side)
[01:10.36] Internalize internet lies, no, really it isn't so bad

[01:14.92] What does it mean climbing the ladder?
[01:17.20] Was it this dream that made me not matter?
[01:19.60] Was it drinking at parties or not getting sorrys?
[01:22.37] Wrong ring on my finger or cosplaying Barbie
[01:25.12] That made me so eager to smile and lie?
[01:27.44] Call me people pleaser and damn if they're right
[01:30.83] Damn it, they're right

[01:33.08] Right now I just wanna scream
[01:36.25] But that would be dramatic of me, yeah
[01:42.19] Right now I just wanna leave
[01:45.44] But I guess that I'll stay, he likes me today

[01:50.40] So what does it mean, crying at Radnor?
[01:55.17] I just can't seem to cut out the chatter
[02:00.45] I'll keep being sweeter 'cause that's what they like
[02:02.92] She's skinny, so feed her and I'll take a bite
[02:05.20] A selfish man-eater, you're wrong but alright
[02:08.23] Fuck, who am I?
[02:10.28] Damn it, they're right
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